04/18/2024
My healing journey part 4.
About a month ago, when Daniel was working on my neck, it felt really good for him to add a fairly strong twist to the left and push up towards my head. It brought me back to the time I thought I was going to die during a freak accident while snowboarding.
I was going up the T-Bar when I lost control and fell, but I stupidly hung on, thinking I could get back up, but then I ended up loosing my grip and as I started sliding over the edge of a drop off, into some tress and bushes, the T-Bar got my head stuck to a tree, compressing my head into that tree. I find it hard to explain, but I was stuck, my body being pulled in two directions. As my snowboard and body was sliding and being pulled by gravity over a drop off edge my head was stuck against this tree with my neck at an extreme angle. I remember the feeling of my head being compressed so hard I thought it was going to explode!
Luckily the T-Bar slid off my head, scraping my face. I blacked out and fell over the edge.
When I came to I was upside down, board up, deep in the snow, covered in snow. I don't get claustrophobic but I remember feeling panicked as I realized I was upside down, strapped to my snowboard, mostly buried in snow. I worked hard to get myself upright and took a while to release the scary feeling.
Even though I have witnessed people remembering past injuries during a session, it is still so awe-some to me. We really do hold the memories, energies, and tensions in our bodies, and incorporate them, if we do not actively release them.
(Not my picture but a beautiful image sharing some of the patterns of life, from a sacred geometry page.)