05/07/2023
I was reflecting a lot lately regarding my wishes and dreams in this life. What do I contribute with? This question seems to come back to me a lot. Can't seem to say why it feels so important, but deep inside it always does.
And then I question. Why should I even care. What can little me do in this world that will give me a sense of fulfillment.
Although I've done immense years of spiritual practices, meditation, movement practices, there's still a longing. Sometimes my restless self seems to judge the fact that life has many stages. We are all on the path we walk.
I've had a lot of focus on physical and mental health the last few years, but somehow had some of the hardest years of my life. I wanted to feel good so bad, that I'd maybe struggle even more with the challenging moments.
I wanted to share the beauty of Qi Gong practices so bad, that it felt like I was pushing people away.
What I realised is perhaps this, that when people sense my desperation to share knowledge, they repell. Or perhaps also, when they sense my shy ways of not trying to convince anyone
I tried to hard. And keep seeing fall-backs.
My life happens smoother when I let go and learn to receive life. This is not everyone's way, but somehow it seems to be the only way that works for me. At least now.
I don't know what to work with primarily in my life.
Dance, Music, bodywork, theatre, healing, qigong...
One thing I do know, is that nature is important to me. I believe it is for all of us. To connect back to some ancient memory of who we were in this world. That's my passion. Ancestral memory. Sensing the importance of our environment. Within and outside ourselves..
When I step in to the ancient spaces of where humans once lived, I enter a deep sense of peace and serenity within. I merge with the nature..
This experience I know, I wish to share with others. Being one with nature.
Next workshop will be in Kaltbrunnental 27th August.
Together with Stephan Laur
If you're interested! I'll be there ❤️💛🙏
