22/04/2026
SELF-ESTEEM & BEING SEEN
From the highest angle we are allowed to see the full struggle of human consciousness, from the radiant black light of the void, it's not just silly but maybe the biggest waste of given resources, that we play out day by day in the hustle for being seen and by that, with a certain reach, transform our existence as a brand that we can live from.
This is wrong in many ways, hence thereby we all sacrifice our life force to the same externalized idol, that of an artificial system which holds the power to decide our well-being and, more fundamentally, whether we are allowed to live and participate or not.
This is where many of us are at this moment, those who chose the pathless path and walked it far. And I admit that some days this void-existence feels unworthy and challenging - although I should stand in constant gratitude for the pace I was allowed to remember AND integrate. There are sufficient people who'd need support, there are too few who can afford it to contribute an energy exchange and thereby essential burnout of the Healer is a programmed outcome that everyone answering the call will need to walk through and experience. I hold this lesson, not just from this Life and that's why I opt out until it literally knocks at my door.
And the reciprocity isn't working either, for when people are relieved they have other thoughts and meaning out of a sudden to thrive and they forget about the encounter rapidly, forget to give the free support back in Service to Other, promote one and become creative as of how to give back. And that's the design of our existence.
Said that: The desire to be seen and acknowledged is born from the undervaluation many of us experienced and carry as programs of the rat-race and this conditioning longs so deep that the success of the few who hold their (gatekeeper) position of fame and power is infectious and although the consciousness exists in these brethren they thrive to leave the old path of authentic depth to align with the pleasures of the system. And I have the fullest compassion for this hence I know it well, although I never forgot the ones supportingy healing when I couldn't go the path alone any longer.
And now is the right time for me to shed off this old layer of Agreement to a diabolical game. I know about my power, I have done the deep work and the electromagnet is online. I hold the wisdom as the self-esteem to unbind from all and every reflection of validation, agreement or support. On one hand I would love to share more of my gifts and on the other hand I need to acknowledge that I have outgrown all that is an ongoing topic for humanity still needed to self-entertain and keep the lessons coming that I kindly reject now, hence I see them to the void in all their essence and know my Dharma why I shall not or must not go into experiences that I already hold.
Not because I'm further along the path or better. No, just because I am who I am, ready to face the Abyss without flinching to find the true gold there. And by being alike I learned that it's the highest good - unf*ckwithable - to grant the field of experience and free will to Other no matter what, as long as innocent (children) are left alone. We can't resolve hardship for Other, it will come back over and over again, until our Brethren recognize the pattern and cure it for themselves.
Crazy enough to sacrifice everything our societal togetherness demands to truly experience liberation from inside out, no idols, no masters, just Life itself as a teacher. And I learned it the hard way over giving, that I also need to take care of myself first and foremost, before I can pour from a full cup.
That's the reason why I continue to create and shape the field and install the Dharma that becomes a nudging reminder to the All-oneness of God here, to be remembered of doing the work to qualify. It won't make a difference, I am already the Villain for speaking about the collective Shadow and now I add the sensual experience by writing the Dharma into the field. And I wouldn't hold this power if I wouldn't be in Divine Alignment, communicating the Will of the Divine Mother anyways. Consider this before you judge and diabolize yourself by creating separation.
When the conditions of reality can't be matched no matter what, a Shaman and a Psycho creates their own reality that also partly becomes the reality of Other, until the lessons are learned. See how this works? And this is the same path as of how the families came to power. A dialogue wasn't possible, so reality needed to be created and it works. And I do it, because I can. Period.
When we stop the diabolization - that makes US the devil by the way - we can observe and learn, to do it better on our own terms - and from my PoV in Divine Alignment with Life itself. And whoever is truly disturbed by this right now, shall consider their own spirit of taking over giving -or- of over giving offering oneself as Sacrifice to feed the bottomless void.
Feel free to discuss, it's how we all raise. And consider also toughness and honesty as Love, maybe the most difficult service to offer it alike.
Peace to y'all and a beautiful and happy grand rising.
Alé Asar
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