25/09/2025
I wish I could tell you in words how much these two versions of me are different...
But not in a way you think...
On the left, I was fearless because I had LESS to fear.
On the right, I was living in the middle of the jungle with infinite more possibilities, more insights, more awareness of myself...yet I felt like I had MORE to lose...
On the left, I was graduating college, preparing for a new Electrical Engineering Career and on track to start my new life...
On the right, I was untethered from the "matrix", my traditional life, my old network of friends and co-workers at a distance, all while growing a business and leading myself (and being led) towards a reality I couldn't quite see, taste or touch...but I could FEEL IT.
On the left, I didn't know I had trauma living in my body and that I would have to live out certain experiences in order to see more deeply into myself.
On the right, the experiences were now lessons turned to wisdom, which make navigating life that much easier.
On the left, my safety was based on my coming career, my job, my network, the amount of money I had in the bank, etc.
On the right, my safety was based on listening to higher guidance, the invisible connection to nature and the divine, my ancestors, and friends and family as well as cultivating feelings of alignment, gratitude, reciprocity, right relations and acts of kindness, giving, etc.
There's something that feels safe when you are still operating in a world that's patterned in a familiar way.
And yet, when living in nature, there's a sense of being untethered from expectation, every day is different, and it requires purity in intention and heart...because nature is LISTENING...
Note: This is why people come to Costa Rica...for the purity that is available...
Which life is EASIER? Which would I choose?
That's an easy answer...I would choose the life that is leading me towards my purpose here on this planet...and that means choosing BOTH versions of me as each are necessary for my purpose to unfold.
I had to have the life experiences, make the mistakes, go deeply down a path that wasn't quite connected to my Soul...So that I could now LEAD myself and others from a place of courage, wisdom, direct experience, foresight, and awareness. To truly CHOOSE and be CHOSEN for what I am doing now.
The difference is I now let the heart lead and let the mind lead less. My daily habits have shifted...my body/mind/heart connection is primary, and my life experiences allow me to now lead others into nature, more deeply into themselves...
The man on the right can live on the edge of his existence, in a natural world and KNOW that the MOST HIGH will always show up to catch him, to guide him, to support him...in SOOO many unexpected ways...
This is what I'm here for...and this is why I do what I do. This is why all parts of ourselves have value...and why SELF love is KEY at EVERY stage.
Love ya'll! Oh yea, btw...I am launching a Group Cleanse in October...it's Time to choose YOURSELF at the deepest layers.
Comment "DETOX" if you want more info!
Love,
Daniel