04/10/2023
Right then facebook, I'm throwing a call into the algorithmic-wilds to see if the person or the answer I need is out there. Help me by sharing this?
I am an artist. I've been one all my life. I paint, I dream: my internal and external life is creative and intuitive. It is driven by the spirit you see in my paintings - strange, potent, mercurial, full-colour, melancholic, kind, beautiful, overwhelmed, ambitious, romantic, shy, non-literal, dedicated, disorganised, hopeful. How on earth is a creature such as this to survive the financial gauntlet that is making a living as a self-employed artist in the 21st century? As a single mother with epilepsy?
What I offer you here through the ether is my honestly-wrought work of many years. But I am 44 and I am struggling. I live well below the breadline, struggling to pay the rent and the bills every month. I am utterly exhausted by this, and I am determined that life need not be like this for artists. Is the magic we make not vital life-giving food for the world's soul?
I am constantly trying to dream up solutions to this dilemma... a wealthy patron as in days of yore... my work to become in-demand by galleries across the globe... But the reality of struggle never leaves me.
This summer I visited the grave of Vincent Van Gogh, which I found deeply moving. There he lay, next to his brother, in a graveyard in Auvers-sur-Oise. One of the many poignant things he wrote in his letters to his brother Theo was this:
« Some day or another I believe I will find a way to have my own exhibition in a café. »
If this great great artist - cousin to me in epileptic torment - struggled so much and dreamed so small, what hope do I have?!
I don't know the name of the person I'm searching for to help me - perhaps you are an agent, a gallerist, an artist's apprentice, a personal assistant, or even a patron!... but I need someone to be on my side. Someone who completely gets and loves what I do. I need someone to help me with all the logistical, financial, promotional spiderweb of interfacing with the world, so that I can paint, and write, and make beautiful potent unique and necessary art without worrying how I will afford to buy my children a new pair of shoes. You need to be that rare combination of artistic in spirit yet adept in the world of numbers.
Send me an email :: rima.staines@gmail.com and tell me what you do and how you could help.
This exquisite photograph of me beside Van Gogh's grave is by Jean-Marc Zelwer
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