31/12/2023
In 2009 a slow awakening process started when I completed my first yoga training in India.
In the of summer 2017 I had a "rude awakening". Suddenly travelling to dimensions that clearly were not from Earth.
The next 6 years stripped away everything I thought was real. The speed at which this happened matched my personality - I wish I could have slowed it down.
In 2019 I got diagnosed and operated for Cancer and at the same time was told by my partner that I was making it up. That I did not have Cancer.
I decided to not have Chemo, despite 8 doctors signing off to insist I do. I never returned to a doctor after that day. I feel great!
I understood the concept of "gaslighting" and healed the parts of me that were allowing that.
From then on - I did theta healing, I did Breathwork, I did detox, I did every healing module possible.
I moved to Bali and continued.
God started to show up. I was actively walking towards this energy - every step I took - this energy took more steps.
In 2021 I meet this energy. I was able to experience the zero-point field from a conscious state.
In April 2023 I travelled to Costa Rice during Easter and was blessed by the gift of Grace and all my suffering disappeared! The pain stayed - the suffering was gone! A blessing!
In May 2023 I decided to move back to Germany
Today 31st December 2023 - I feel this deep sense of gratitude to have done the hardest part of the journey - to have connected back to my core and to completely surrender to the flow of life, to have God walk along side me every step of the way - and all that is asked of me is to have faith - and the stronger this faith gets the more the miracles I experience.
I wish all those who are on this path the courage to not give up! What you are seeking is truly seeking you. Have faith. Keep going. It does not matter if you fall, all that matters is that you get up and keep going as fast as you can.
There is a consciousness on the Planet now that is blessing us with the tools, creativity and responsibility to create a NEW EARTH and you feel it in your soul if you have signed up to that project!!
Wishing all a wonderful New Years.
May we all forgive and let go fast
May we all received the gift of Grace
May we all play more in the unknown
May we have more joy on the path
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
In Service of Love
Saira
