23/04/2026
This was me 14 years ago. I was 26, having just finished the Air Traffic Control Academy and started the on-the-job training in Munich. Aviation was my home. I used to work as a flight attendant, but one day, while my then pilot boyfriend was talking to a friend about air traffic control, I wanted to impress them and started asking questions. His response - that I shouldn‘t ask silly questions about something that I couldn‘t understand anyway - awakened a power in me I didn‘t know existed.
“You don’t even know where left or right is“, he said. This lead me to apply for that training immediately to prove him wrong.
Little did I know what it meant to make decisions out of that energy.
But there I was, driven to prove everybody wrong who thought I was „just a girl“.
The time in Munich taught me a lot. I always believed that dreams come true, but I had to learn that nightmares do, too. I found myself in a cycle of love and hatred, back and forth, until I realized that hatred wasn‘t even the opposite of love. It was fear.
I had made so many decisions out of fear and life responded to that. Really, I couldn‘t have moved further away from my real self, I was so damn off-track. Of course, life hit me to the ground, and I‘m glad I knew how to stand up again. But life doesn‘t have to be a constant fight or struggle. I just didn‘t know there was another way.
But now I know better. Now, I help others get back to themselves, meet their true essence, and make decisions from a higher energy. Because there is a better way to experience life.
So if you ever feel like you’ve lost yourself, feel free to ask for help. We are here to support each other!