03/08/2023
receive ~ "take into one's possession, accept possession of," also in reference to the sacrament, from Old North French receivre (Old French recoivre) "seize, take hold of, pick up; welcome, accept," from Latin recipere "regain, take back, bring back, carry back, recover; take to oneself, take in, admit," from re- "back
Receiving ~ Is not always easy. Sometimes we get surprised by what we receive. In some cases we receive without even thinking of it. Sometimes we deeply desire something. And then we suddenly receive it with the result of being surprised, overwhelmed, joyful, confused, grateful, shocked, puzzled, happy…a blend of different feelings can come up.
This was my rollercoaster the last months. Trying to continuously reminding myself of trusting that everything is a divine arrangement. Trusting that the timing is always perfect. Trusting that there is a divine power seeing the bigger picture. And at the same time I observe myself being in an ant like perspective seeing only my duties, my tunnels, my own little tiny ant 🌎 world and what I receive from that bigger picture.
Résumé ~
Receiving can take time.
Receiving sometimes needs acceptance.
Receiving needs integration.