Mente Siniestra

07/03/2026

You were taught to say no
it was a lack of love.
but no one explained you
that everytime you said yes
without wanting to say it,
you were betraying yourself
in slow motion

07/03/2026

Silence isn't weakness. It's the most powerful statement you can make to someone who expected you to chase, beg, or explain yourself. When you stop reacting, you stop feeding the cycle. And what dies without your energy is their control over you."

07/03/2026

The moment you started setting boundaries, knowing your worth, and refusing to shrink yourself, something shifted. Not in you — in them. Suddenly you were 'too much,' 'too different,' 'too hard to handle.' What they called a problem was actually your evolution. People who needed you small don't know what to do with you when you grow. They weren't built for the version of you that stopped apologizing for existing at full volume. Their exit wasn't your failure — it was their incompatibility with your progress.

07/03/2026

You carried her anxiety away.
With her insecurities.
With their history unsolved.
With her fears disguised as jealousy.
With its emptiness called love.
You loaded it all up.
And even so
you were the one that needed to be worked on.
How convenient for them.

07/03/2026

It wasn't a coincidence that there was always something to solve, something to improve on you, something that wasn't right according to your opinion. That dynamic wasn't concern, it was calibration. They kept you in a state of constant improvement that never got anywhere because the goal was never for you to arrive; the goal was for you to keep seeking His approval. The day you stopped looking for her, the whole dynamic collapsed. Because a system built on your insecurities can't survive your confidence. Your growth didn't lose them, it exposed them.

No fue coincidencia que siempre había algo que resolver, algo que mejorar en ti, algo que no estaba bien según su criterio. Esa dinámica no era preocupación, era calibración. Te mantenían en un estado de mejora constante que nunca llegaba a ningún lado porque el objetivo nunca fue que llegaras; el objetivo era que siguieras buscando su aprobación. El día que dejaste de buscarla, la dinámica entera colapsó. Porque un sistema construido sobre tu inseguridad no sobrevive a tu confianza. Tu crecimiento no los perdió, los expuso.

06/03/2026

No te odio.
Ni siquiera pienso en ti
con intensidad.
Eso es lo más devastador
que pudo pasarte:
dejaste de ser
un problema que resolver
y te convertiste
en nada que recordar.

06/03/2026

They demand that you understand them
at its worst moments.
Disappear in yours.
Call of maturity
for you to hold on.
Drama pages
that you feel.
The dictionary they use
it only has definitions
that benefit them.

06/03/2026

Cuando se fueron, o cuando los dejaste ir, todo se sintió como derrumbe. Planes, rutinas, versiones del futuro que imaginabas, todo se desintegró de golpe. Tardaste en ver que esa arquitectura que colapsó estaba construida sobre una base desigual: tú ponías los cimientos, ellos ponían las condiciones. Eras el que ajustaba sus metas, sus tiempos, sus sueños, a los de alguien que nunca hizo lo mismo. Hoy el espacio que dejaron no está vacío, está disponible. Y por primera vez en mucho tiempo, lo que construyas ahí va a ser completamente tuyo.

06/03/2026

Nadie te va a dar
una medalla
por hundirte sonriendo.
Nadie va a escribir
en tu historia
que fuiste el que más aguantó.
Aguantaste.
Y nadie lo vio.
Ya puedes parar.

06/03/2026

For years you carried
the guilt of setting boundaries
as if protecting you was a crime.
Today’s fun fact:
who blamed you the most
they were exactly
those who benefited the most
that you don't have them.

06/03/2026

You used to give confidence like it was a welcome gift, automatic, without anyone earning it from you. You thought that was the right way to relate: open up first, ask later. Life taught you that not everyone arrives with the same intentions you leave with. Today you observe patterns before you open doors, you listen more than you speak at the beginning, you let actions speak before words. You didn't become insecure, you became selective. And the difference between the two is exactly the distance that exists between fear and emotional intelligence.

Antes dabas confianza como si fuera un regalo de bienvenida, automático, sin que nadie te la ganara. Creías que esa era la manera correcta de relacionarte: abrir primero, preguntar después. La vida te enseñó que no todos llegan con las mismas intenciones con las que tú sales. Hoy observas los patrones antes de abrir puertas, escuchas más de lo que hablas al inicio, dejas que las acciones lleguen antes que las palabras. No te volviste desconfiado, te volviste selectivo. Y la diferencia entre los dos es exactamente la distancia que existe entre el miedo y la inteligencia emocional.

06/03/2026

I Ain't Looking For You.
I dont miss you out loud.
I dont tell the story
of what happened between us.
No because it didn't matter
But because what was yours
no longer deserve it
nor the air of my words.