07/03/2016
Assalamualaikum and good evening guys!
Next, we will continue what we starts. For this time, Know Your Doctor would want to do something special where we selected a special doctor who recently graduated from Alexandria University. A public figure not only in Alexandria but in Egypt. An icon of humanitarian and charity among Malaysians.
Here we present,
DR Fatimah Zahra,
Founder Of Matumaini Africa,
Co-Founder Of Yalla Charity Organization.
Q: Assalamualaikum Kak Fatimah, why don’t you share with us a glimpse of your past history? How does your passion in charity ever begin?
F:
I am from Shah Alam and both of my parents are mixture of Perlis and Selangor,and somewhat Kelantan background.A very simple girl, coming from a moderate background family with 3 siblings Fatimah,Aminah and Ali. I am the eldest. I started doing charity when I was in second year of my medical school.
How did I get started?
I involved in charity initially just for filling in my free times for Allah, by the passing of time and involvement in multiple projects, it gives me the inner utter satisfaction and awarding sense of happiness in spreading love and kindness among people. Later, this sweetness and understanding leads to Passion.
It is also a form of hidayah and contributes to our Istiqamah in what we do. As this state progress, it develops the state of Addiction. Addiction (excessively excess of everything) is not encouraged, However, the key here, is when you are aware of how to control this addiction by knowing when to stop, obey your limits and prioritizing of what must comes first. So, I guess, beneficial addiction should be fortified. ;)
From there on, we felt the importance of giving rather than receiving.
When you have achieved a state of sweetness of an action, the serotonin and endorphin (the feel-good neuropeptide) will shoot high, a climax of ecstasy, a state which I like to call, the ecstasy of giving. Subhanallah, It is what keeps us going. It is the same principle applied at any field. I believe so.
When I first got involved in Yalla Foundation, it was initially due to an act of conscience to give back to the community. As a Yalla Ranger, I believe that Love is the maestro in all fields of community work and it has been Yalla's driving force for these past years.
‘We believe that each and every human being has love, receives love, and gives love. The lack of 'giving' or 'spreading' love is the cause of an ill and sick world. Therefore, we encourage all members to spread more love; in terms of material, support system or just a simple smile, so that we can heal the often neglected world of the orphans, the poor and others in need.’ Yalla Foundation’s tagline
‘’Spread the Love, Heal the World.’’
We are doing our very best to enliven it. Ensha Allah.
Furthermore,by GIVING, this shows a servant’s humbleness in expressing his Love and Gratitude towards Al-Wadud, The Most Loving. Yalla Foundation serves only as a medium of conveying donations and love from Malaysians (mainly) to those in need all over the place. Acknowledging ourselves that Allah has chosen us to be His Tools in conveying Allah’s Abundant Mercy is a great force too, concomitant with Islam's instruction for Muslims to do well and promote kindness.
“And do good, indeed Allah loves the Doers of good”. [al Baqarah: 195]
We might be helping in their worldly affairs, but in reality, these people are actually fixing our Akhirah. Taste the Joy of Giving, and you’ll be addicted to Kheyr.
Q: To endow with understanding, I believe is a sustenance that we have to be grateful. So Kak Timah as a busy woman yourself, how do you manage those ups and downs moments? How do you motivate yourself?
F:
The all-feel-good hormones & ecstasy does not come 24 hours around the clock. For me it has always due to the addiction that I have felt, u always want more. After one project we would ponder of another ummah-moving-forward project. It’s somewhat exciting really! The flow is still the same. But what is beautiful about this flow is when you put this addiction on the basis of Mahabbah of Allah Taala. Allah will open every path for you. Everything will become sweet. The Journey and Achievement becomes so Blessfull and grateful. You’ll feel it in your bones.
And my success is by Allah . Upon him I have relied, and to Him I return. [11:88]
You will feel happy and you want to do it again n again. Yalla has done multiple programs; minor and major projects. Then during one particular program, TYT Dato’ Duta, Pak Ku had me inspired “Don’t give a man a fish, But teach him how to fish, so he can eat for a lifetime”. It stroked me. So, I asked myself, ‘For how long will Yalla provide these momentary aids for the needy?’.
We were motivated to organize projects that are really life-changing, impactful and can be emulated by others. We must start to ask questions within us on how we can be beneficial to the ummah. We need to stop being selfish. Think of how and ways to be useful and contribute to the positive progression of our dearly beloved ummah.
From there on, our very first exemplary two day project was Street Doctor (Mission Rosetta), beautifully conducted by Ranger Muhammad Zikry, Farhana Yusuri and Sakinah Jailani where we invited renowned Alexandria Paediatric Surgeons and our excellent dental graduates to provide free surgical services to the sick children and dental treatment to the villages nearby. The event was fully sponsored by our kind-hearted sponsor, EQUAL Weighing System. Then came the divine inspiration and urge for Project IQRA’ (now under supervision of Ranger Fadhli Rosmidi and Maizatul) and Corporate Social Responsibilities (CSR) program lead by wonderful Ranger Muhammad Naim and Aqmar.
My companions in dakwah,
Don’t narrow the scope of charity only in giving donations because charity is so vast in aspect and can be in any form. Whatever beneficial effort you are contributing to the society, go ahead. Be Bold and strive! Be the Best you can ever be for ummah in whatever medium you are at. At the end of the day, when your ecstacy in Amal has exhausted, be reminded of your initial niyyat. Remember, Your Intentions is your driving force and determines the quality of your actions! ;)
Q: Interesting and inspirational Kak Timah. Next question is, people have only seen the best side of you without knowing the hardship to be up to this level. May we know, what are the biggest challenges that you have encountered in your journey?
F:
YALLA had its renaissance period. A very deep black hole I must confess.
It was the transition period between Abang Faiz Abas and Baim. I was the Deputy Director for Yalla organization during Ibrahem’s reign. There was too much pressure for YALLA.
And, I was feeling down under and felt like there was no hope or future for YALLA. I considered even the worst thing. Quitting.
One fine evening after class, as usual, we had to buy items for Ramadhan Shantah Project with Life Family members, who were our charity partner. We went to the main Fathalla in Smouha. Depressed & anxious I was. Still rethinking and contemplating of dearly beloved YALLA’s future. Among the items on the Shantah list was Samnar (Ghee oil). By the Grace of Allah swt, The Most Loving, I encountered a tin of Ghee oil branded, RAHMAH. Insignificant to others perhaps, but, I broke into tears. I was reminded that Allah has bestowed His Mercy upon YALLA and all its rangers.
Since then, I never looked back. AlhamdulilAllah, by time, the turmoil was over, and slowly, we recovered till today.
Q: We have talked about Sincerity and purity. I know it’s sensitive and nobody knows where they are at. But how do we maintain sincerity in our work?
F:
Truthfully, I am not the right person to be giving this sort of advice,
but my dear brothers and sisters,
Like you said, nobody knows. We must always make effort to strive for sincerity constantly.
Why?
Because, There is a thin line between confidence and arrogance. When you are someone, you must talk at the front, promoting projects, making videos, tell and announce donors regarding projects that you and your team have done so far. So keeping and maintaining Sincerity is a battle every day. “The value of actions are only through their intentions (niyyah)”. It will be easy when we renew our niyya for ALLAH and by Allah each morning upon waking up.
My favourite doa:
“My Lord, make my actions that will bring me closer to Your Love, the love of those You love and love for You. My Lord, make my love for You dearer than my nafs, my family or cold water. ” [Tirmidhi]
Q: I have heard news that you are planning to do some mega project in Africa. Can you share with us?
F:
Well, I can only brief you a glimpse of what has happened and about to happen insha Allah.
AlhamdulilAllah, YALLA has spread its wings to Tanzania, Dar Es Salam last December2015/January 2016. The experience was priceless, remarkable I must say. The children had me captivated the most. Allah keeps reminding me over and over again that I am only the tool, it was nt mine to proclaimed. Another level of ecstasy achieved AlhamdulilAllah wa shukrillah.
Another mystery project will soon follow insha Allah. MATUMAINI AFRICA, Matumaini in Swahili means Hope. It is an Africa based non-profit organization in which its aim to provide free excellent surgical and medical care to the helpless children in need all over the African region.Paediatric surgeons are lacking and null in most Africa regions. They are few gospel surgical based charity organizations spreading their influences and expanding territorial all over Africa. Heart – rending really. Richer muslims are getting richer and most have forgotten our neglected ummah. What I humbly request from all of you is supplication for Matumaini Africa to work and launch soon for the sake of the sick children all over Africa.
Q: What are your greatest accomplishments?
F: Apart from ABIM’s award and appreciation from MARA. My best accomplishment is yet to come.
I guess, knowing you are being selected by Allah to spread His enormous Mahabbah and Rahmah is my fulfillment. My ultimate goal is to be in to be with my Beloved; Allah Taala in Akhirah.
Q: How profession as a doctor and charity can combine?
F:
First we have to widen the scope of charity. Generally being a doctor is equal to charity and doing charity is equal to being a doctor. When you work as a doctor, we make supplication to grant us hidayah to diagnose well, prescribe drugs and hopes that The Healer will heal. We do no harm to patients. Seems easy?
Each of our actions must be suitably tailored not to harm patients and we hope The Grace of Allah will take care. When working in a hospital, you will meet with different types of people, most vulnerable groups mainly. Consider this responsibility as missionaries. I had the chance to talk with a prisoner whom I kindly asked whether he has prayed or not? Your patient might be a killer, an addict, a thief, but they entrust you and only you to their deepest most defenseless empty soul. Eventually they will open up. That moment, Allah has placed you in the best position to elevate or downgrade his Iman. The Decision is yours to make. Whatever you do, speak and act with hikmah.
Q: We knew you have received multiple awards before this representing Yalla organization upon their achievements. May you tell us a bit on those awards?
F:
It was nothing actually but AlhamdulilAllah, Yalla has received an honorary award from Life family and Pediatrics surgical department. A column about Yalla was published in a local newspaper namely Yaum Sabie’. Another award was from Tabbaro Project, a great charitable event. But I guess, greatest for YALLA so far, is inspiring others to be the change that they wish to see in the society. For me, when you focus on Allah Taala, the world will be chasing you. All this award are forms of trial in disguise for us because at those moments, If you proclaimed that you’ve done a great job and needing the worldly acknowledgement , you’ll probably lose in the battle of sincerity in a blink of an eye. Istighfar. And keep renewing your niyya
Q: Last question, do you have any advice for your fellow brothers and sisters in Alexandria?
F:
My Dearly beloved brothers and sisters,
We must know our priorities. Only you know the worth of your plans and goals. Prioritize them. Al-Wadud must always be our uttermost importance. Balance up your academic studies and your other-contribution-to-ummah activities let it be charity, organizational work, missionaries, study group, night shifts or etc. Let the Love be what you do. Be passionate and let the Mahabbah of Allah warms your soul. Make our lifestyle as a form of worship.
Seek for the ilm’ nafian. It is our positive learning attitude, determination and valued blissful knowledge that will bring us further than expected benchmark and higher grounds. Take care of our relationship with our loving parents. Their blessings are just as important.Don’t just Look but see the beauty under any circumstances especially in Egypt and search for the pearl among the dustiness in everywhere you may go.
My sincerest Thanks to those who have supported YALLA and guided us all through the wonderful journey so far, the encouraging Ustaz Ahmad Sofi,the supportive En Faizal, my dearly beloved loving juniors whom I’ll cherish forever. My wonderful professors, surgeons and doctors. Not forgetting,TYT Dato Ku who inspires me and lovingly supported YALLA.
Seeking for all of your love, doa and forgiveness.