11/12/2025
āļø100 days TODAY!!!
Since I began this quantum experiment with my body.
The Body Blueprint.
Yesterday, while editing my video for Level 4, something old and familiar started creeping back in.
Am I taking too long.
Who even cares about this anyway.
Maybe the other coaches are right and I MUST move fast.
Thatāll do.
No one is expecting perfection.
Am I making this harder than it needs to be.
Am I sabotaging myself like I teach women to spot.
Am I avoiding success like some coaches say we do.
All these voices.
All these echoes.
But the vision I hold for this next layer is massive.
A shift not just in the body.
But in belief.
In DNA.
In perception.
In reality itself.
My heart knew the way.
My soul knew the way.
My body absolutely knew the way.
But my head.
My head was still half in the Matrix.
Half conditioned.
Half trained to keep up.
To hurry.
To not fall behind.
And yet⦠something in me has changed.
Since doing this work, Iāve learned to pause.
To question myself without collapsing into shame.
To listen before reacting.
To slow down long enough to unravel the tangled beliefs my Learned Self spits up whenever Iām doing something big.
And in that space⦠everything started making sense again.
Not logically.
Energetically.
Because Iāve learned to pay attention to the language of my mind.
The sensations.
The doubt.
The tightening.
The urges.
The spikes.
The pauses.
The hunger.
And when we begin to understand that language, we realise something profoundā¦
Every pain.
Every challenge.
Every wobble.
Every setback.
Every season that felt like failure.
Was never punishment.
It was divine guidance.
It was direction.
It was activation.
It was instruction pulling us toward the woman we deeply desire to be.
This is the walk.
The real walk.
The Binge to Billions walk.
Not my way.
Not the industryās way.
But the unique path carved into the women who were born INSATIABLE.
The ones who could never shrink.
The ones who were called too much.
The ones who broke the rules because the rules were never real.
This is what it feels like to live encoded.
To let the body lead.
To trust the hunger.
To follow the blueprint that was ALWAYS there.
100 days in.
And the experiment is only beginning.
ā Mel H Lopez
š¦Insatiable Mel ⢠Revolutionising Recovery As We Know It ⢠For women walking the Binge to Billions⢠journey.