overthinking is killing me

05/12/2023

There is a stranger looking at me ! Wait it is a mirror ! When did I loose all my hair ! When did I started having grey hair to begin with. I can't remember what happened but this is not how I remember myself. I guess it starts with: you get used to it...
You get used to changes so easily that one day you will be upset and surprised.
Our parents must have felt that, then why no one tells us about this! You get old fast! Faster then you can imagine! I guess sleeping at night is the reason. You get disconnected for a while and then you try to catch-up so fast that you forget to check your self.
I got old!

03/12/2023

I always wanted to see what my life would look like in parallel universe, because yes I do believe that there are parallel universes and there is a thin line that would lead to different choices and choices would lead to different paths. I can see myself as a soldier, as a lawyer, as a doctor in a quest for seeking glory and heroic acts. I always imagine if one of those other MEs would visit me and what they will think of me.
I am a failure with my simple life and family and kids or is it the life that they wish they had ? What if only one of us needs to survive! Who will be chosen ? And if I get chosen then how will I proceed with my life ? The guilt will be killing me! What will I change and would the glory quest reach me as well and they would have been sacrificed in vain ? Then I should keep living this boring life ? Oh crappie I think I m already wanting a change ...

20/07/2023

Never underestimate the power of your playlist... perhaps it is time you change it for a better mood ? 🤔

20/07/2023

You can only be accepted by someone who loves you, or someone who have been through what you've been through 😊

20/07/2023

I think I understand when a person looses hope of getting understood by the closest people. It will lead to the shutdown, the leave.
Eventually, for a person, the world means nothing. You live through your circle of close people whether it is a friend, a family or just a co-worker. I think I will avoid staying late and have more early mornings ...

08/04/2023

The solution to overthinking is to close your eyes, clear you mind for just a second and picture the next step only.
Only at that moment, you can escape from all your thoughts and over complicated ideas. One step at a time!
Can you do it ?

28/02/2023

The good times of today, are the sad thoughts of tomorrow.

28/02/2023

If you were able to live more than 100 years old, you will realise why every beautiful story needs to end.

The emptiness that time will leave in your heart is so unbearable because everything you loved will be a memory, places you liked will change, people that you once knew will disappear and some unknown faces will be there and finally, the questions will remain with no answers as you realise it is like a bus station where everyone already left and you are alone in the dark waiting for the last bus.

27/02/2023

27/02/2023

It is difficult for me to understand, I have always thought about every single aspect and impact of my actions. Despite that, I always worry that I have forgotten something. While others, they just act the way they want without any regrets.
I would love to be like that one day ❤️!

12/02/2023

It is fading to black again

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10/02/2023

When you think you have reached the bottom, think again as it might be only the start. Always be prepared for the worst so you will have nothing to lose. Or at least, you would be expecting to loose.