16/11/2022
“What is wrong with me” - crying & laughing at the same time.
I’ve done it, you’ve done it, trying to shift the pain as quickly as possible, trying to hide the shame that your crying in front of someone & you feel out of control because you can’t pin point why in that exact moment.
We need to know why.
“It must be my hormones”
“I’m so stressed with work maybe that’s it”
We want to have an answer, a reason, a someone to make sense of what’s pouring through us.
The mind tries to fix the feeling, keeping us in a loop of overthinking, overanalysing or managing the symptoms with any tool we can get our hands on. 📱 🍔 🍷 a quick, momentary fix.
But our bodies have been holding on for too long.
Keeping everything under control.
Inside there is a world which has been ignored & the more you “get on with it” the more your body screams - in the form of dis - ease, physical symptoms or “emotional outbursts”
The more you “keep it together” the heavier the energy becomes, weighing you down until you cant get out of bed & you feel like your carrying a rucksack of rocks around.
The book of life - the Akashic records are everything that has ever happened to us. In all of our lifetimes since our soul existed.
What your feeling is way beyond a mood swing, a bad day or even a breakup.
It’s part of your unique blueprint, your lessons, your gifts for the world. Beneath that pain, the confusion, overwhelm is feelings your looking for in him/her or the new job or the new house. A sense wholeness, clarity, peace.
Your conditions don’t create your life.
Your internal eyes do.
What is existing within you.
Healing changes your world.
We are all part of one organism, one beating heart.
I see magik everyday.
What pours through me & my world.
So how could I not believe in yours.