14/01/2023
I would like to share with you a poem from my poetry book containing a poem for each day of the year! Awesome, isn't it?! I have already been exposed to new poems and poets both familiar and unfamiliar despite only having purchased the book late last year from a charity shop; for the incredible price of £0.99.
I would like though today to actually read a poem from a previous day. January 7th was assigned by the book the poem "The Ball Poem" by John Berryman.
"What is the boy now, who has lost his ball.
What, what is he to do? I saw it go
Merrily bouncing, down the street, and then
Merrily over—there it is in the water!
No use to say 'O there are other balls':
An ultimate shaking grief fixes the boy
As he stands rigid, trembling, staring down
All his young days into the harbour where
His ball went. I would not intrude on him,
A dime, another ball, is worthless. Now
He senses first responsibility
In a world of possessions. People will take balls,
Balls will be lost always, little boy,
And no one buys a ball back. Money is external.
He is learning, well behind his desperate eyes,
The epistemology of loss, how to stand up
Knowing what every man must one day know
And most know many days, how to stand up
And gradually light returns to the street,
A whistle blows, the ball is out of sight.
Soon part of me will explore the deep and dark
Floor of the harbour . . I am everywhere,
I suffer and move, my mind and my heart move
With all that move me, under the water
Or whistling, I am not a little boy."