12/05/2025
Where’ve you been?
Inward.
The past 6 months have been a quiet, raw, and necessary descent — a journey to meet myself more honestly than ever before. To ask the big questions:
Who am I really?
What do I want?
And what parts of me have been waiting for me to arrive?
I’ve needed to turn down the noise of the world — especially this one, the digital one — to hear my own heartbeat again. To stop performing. To stop pretending. To stop packaging my life for likes when my soul was calling for depth.
Truth is… I don’t like social media. I don’t want to be “on” all the time. I don’t want to share my personal rituals or sacred practices — they’re mine. And yet, I am here to share. My gifts. My presence. My truth. Just not the way I thought I had to.
So I’m learning how to be visible in a way that feels aligned. Messy. Real. Human.
These past months stripped me of stories I clung to for safety. Untruths I didn’t even know I was living. Fear kept the mask of perfection glued tight. My nervous system’s been finding its breath again, step by slow, wobbly step.
I’ve felt frustration, fatigue — deep exhaustion with the performance of it all.
But also grace. Forgiveness. Love.
These are becoming my new normal.
This Scorpio full moon won’t let me hide — won’t let any of us. It asks for truth. It offers rebirth. So commit, make peace consciously or unconsciously, there's no going back.
So this is me, recommitting. To honesty. To heart. To showing up imperfectly but powerfully. More discerning.
Sam x