25/07/2023
📣📣📣NEWS FLASH!📣📣📣
OUR BODIES ARE BLOODY INCREDIBLE!
8 weeks ago my collarbone snapped right in half, the two parts of the bone not even touching, but the miraculousness of all the little workers under my skin merging and building and forming a (albeit slightly zig-zagged) new collarbone mean that I can use my arm again, and it did it all on it’s own!! 🎉🎉🎉
As I come out the other side of it all I am feeling so grateful to have had this experience. My first major injury. The first time I have tasted not being able to fend for myself, having to rely on the help of my loved ones (thank you all!) and to succumb to immobility, riding through the pain, boredom and frustration, but mostly to have experienced the resulting dissociation from my body.
The sensation of not being able to move as I knew how, not to exercise or feel my strength, not to sleep the way I find most comfortable, all added to a building disconnect between my head and my body, that I didn’t even realise was happening. It took me a minute to realise this disconnection was why I was feeling low. But it has highlighted, again, how important listening to and feeling our bodies is for our heads.
I don’t know about you but the moments in my life when I have felt strongest physically have correlated to moments of happiness and mental clarity. Similarly these moments of stagnation and immobility over the last months left me feeling frumpy, stuck and uninspired. And as my strength returns and with it my sense of my body as a whole, so does my motivation.
I feel incredibly lucky that my mobility will return, that my connection to my body was able to be reset. I also think of all the people that have experienced injury of any kind that has meant they have had to recalibrate how they move and relate to the world around them. The loss they have experienced and the inner strength to accept and love their bodies once more, in whatever form they take. My utmost respect to anyone on a journey like this.
I am returning to work, and I am so chuffed that what I do allows my clients a slice of time to switch off and let their bodies do the talking. Turn off those overbearing brains of ours and listen to how our bodies feel. Building those mind-body connections and gifting our bodies time to be heard, bravo!
Get in touch to book your body the gift of self-love, I look forward to hearing from you.
(Thank you for humouring me and reading this far 🙏)
Love always
Ella x
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