29/11/2020
Good evening friends, family, followers and anyone else who may see this post.
We welcome you to my page.
It's been months since I posted last...way back in August it would appear, doesn't time fly.
Back then I was full of fight and ready to take on the world...and then I fell flat.
I promised online stuff like a live and videos and sadly I was unable to fulfil this promise, I ask your forgiveness and understanding.
So what went on to change this? well I am hoping that with this post I can explain, apologise, and give a little bit of hope moving forward.
2020 has been a right old year for us all hasn't it!
I'm sure you will agree that it's been one of the toughest yet and there is sadly more to come but there is a light at the end of that tunnel.
2020 has been a bit of a year for me too...sadly covid took the lives of some dear friends and of my gorgeous and amazing Grandad and being honest..it hit me HARD.
People often wonder how us spooks feel about death, it's something I've been asked about many many times.
People ask..
How do you see?
When do they visit?
How do they come?
and the truth of the matter is I don't know.
I don't actually understand all of this.
All I know is "the gift" is something that is in my family and has been passed down through the generations and we think originated from our descendants who were Maltese Travellers.
The sight or gift is something that even those of our family who haven't worked on developing their gifts like my Sister and I can tap into. They see or hear or feel without knowing how to use their skills and if you asked them they would tell you they are quite happy with that. My other Sister makes me laugh out loud when she says "but I see them and I don't like it, the little one who stands next to me when I do the dishes....I just tell them to go away" lol. She knows there are more of them there, but I think she doesn't want to accept it.
Sorry for the massive tangent...back to what I was explaining.
So it is a beautiful gift to be able to have contact with the spirit world. To be able to sit and be their conduit to the living is a real honour for me and something I NEVER take for granted and will always remain grateful for and with no ego, I mean..I didn't choose this, it chose me.
I've seen what ego does to people with this gift and believe me...it's not nice, but that is for another time.
I am so blessed to have been able to communicate and see my Auntie Bev, My Nana's, My Grandad who passed when I was young, other family and friends and to have been so lucky to have had some communication with my gorgeous little Grandad...
but NOTHING!!! beats a hug and a cuddle off of them whilst they are here.
Nothing!
So since his passing in August I have not been in such a good place. When you do this work you open yourself up, your heart, your mind, your body and your soul and I would only ever want to put myself forward to be a communicator with spirit when I am feeling like I could do the best job possible.
Believe me when I tell you that I give my best and my everything for every single sitting I have done. Something I hope those that I've read for will vouch for.
So for me to message, post, do a live, post a video just felt wrong.
It felt disrespectful to not only people I would be passing messages to, but also to their loved ones. I didn't feel like I would be giving them the best I could. I hope that explains things to those who have messaged and those I've chatted with as to why I couldn't go forward and give them a sitting. Forgive me.
So moving forward...
There are lots of things going on right now, some real energy shifters and changers. Things not only for my partner and I but things for many of us.
I have a new member of my spirit team who has recently made himself known.
Don't worry Zanek is still here for my sittings and for my connection but now I also have Ascended Master Hilarion (or Hilary as I'm nicknaming him) who is working with me on healing.
I'm currently working on connecting with him, meditating daily (or almost) to sit with spirit and welcome him to come forward and to hopefully finding out the ways we are going to work together.
(Thank you to Gemma for bringing him forward to me)
It's so odd how he came forward to me and it blew my mind, I will explain in a future post if it's something that people want to know? Let me know in the comments.
I am not going to make promises I can't keep so I'm going to be honest and say there will be no videos until the new year...
But..
I am going to do a video to post in the new year, I am working on plucking up the courage to start to have a better online presence and to stop being such a technophobe and maybe doing some zoom sittings and who knows...maybe that live I've talked about.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all of you that have stuck by me throughout everything.
Thank you for all of the kind messages and for the support you have given me.
I know we have a way to go but I think of it like this...
2020 was the year that broke us
2021 is the year that builds us
I can't wait until I can see some of you again, do face to face sittings with you, continue my training and learning with my amazing mentor and dear friend Debra and be amongst my fellow spooks, and to spread healing energy and hopefully some light to those people I meet along the way.
Until then, follow the advice given, stay safe, stay true, and most of all stay kind!
Please feel free to share this page, post, or just keep it for yourself, and until I message again but know I'm sending all of my love, light energy and healing to all of you and all that you may meet.
Let's spread some light and positive energy to those around us.
All of my love
Iain 💖🔮xx