03/12/2025
I want to show you something real today — the why behind the work I do, and the truth of who I am beneath the roles, the strength, and the smiles.
We all feel the same emotions, just with different stories, different ways of processing, different paths. We all still bleed the same.
In this photo I took recently, I’m in tears — something I rarely show. I took it because I wanted to let you see me. The real me.
These past two years have been an emotional roller coaster. I’ve faced every shadow, lifted every veil, and confronted all the illusions I once created. Healing isn’t always pretty… but gods, it becomes so beautiful.
I keep learning.
I keep peeling back layers.
I keep finding more truth and more healing.
It feels never-ending at times — and yet, truth, even when it hurts, is so liberating. So necessary for growth.
For years, people have told me how “lucky” I am… how I’m “always happy.” But many didn’t truly know me. I’ve always been strong, always the one showing that everything is okay, always the example.
But that’s not the whole story.
I am both.
I can be happy while falling apart.
Complete and broken inside.
Unorganized and disciplined.
Disconnected yet deeply aware of my connection.
Duality exists in all of us — and it’s part of balance.
These two years… honestly, my whole life… have taught me that happiness, love, and attitude are choices. But to choose them, we must release control and honour every feeling as real, necessary, and cyclical. Just like life.
The rain and the rainbow are both part of the sky.
Be the rainbow learning to dance under the rain. 🌧️🌈
You are still whole.
And yes… I’ve cried almost every week for two years — after barely crying for twenty. But I’m proud of this version of me. Proud of the release. Proud of the real change happening in my inner world.
This is my truth — as real as my smile.
Sharing this with love to you all.
Ana 🤍
