24/04/2026
This song is called 'Struggle", and as the name suggests it talks about the fight, in which I was constantly. 🤕
it talks about my Cyclical Vommiting Syndrome, where every month I was in extreme pain, vomiting and weakness. At the time It was undiagnosed for over 12 years.
It portrays the pain I felt, my hospital admissions, the powerlessness, but the hope that one day it would end. 🏥
It is definitely the most brutal of the 3 songs. It's heavy and raw. It's a metal song and metal is often misunderstood. 🤘
Metal is about sharing our emotions,anger, fears and concerns in a brutal way, just like we often feel it and it is ok, because we are human. 🎶