10/11/2025
It wasn't that I was a deeply intuitive & spiritual person, & it wasn't that I knew I had healing hands. The catalyst of being 'on the path' was a random decision to go to a spiritual development group. In fact, i actually got the wrong class and ended up attending a 2.5hr St Germain Channelling ascension meeting.
But, two things struck me. The first was on the evening walk to this hut where it was held the moon was really visible. It was a cresent and sharp in the night sky. The second was while I sat on these hard plastic chairs and started to feel sick from the energy. I spotted a clock on the wall. It had the same moon. I remember looking back at it over and over and wondering if i should tell these strangers about the synchronicity (I didn't).
The lady hosting this meet-up invited me for reiki after telling her about feeling ill from the group. It was the first time i ever tried it. I remember it felt like spaghetti was being pulled out of my head. I remember feeling good afterwards. I went back a few times, but she never gave me Reiki again. I received crystal work,and another time ,he grew a beard channelling. But, it made me want reiki. It made me alert to it. So when i got married, the universe aligned that the woman who lived opposite the reception was a reiki master. It was she who directed me to my first reiki master. She said to me, "You are going to be a brilliant healer."
So I learned reiki. I learned how to do it. I practised. I worked at it in a way that I never tried at anything before. It began to heal me. Not in obvious miracle type ways. But in small micro exhales. Little pot holes of the past became less disruptive. It also gave me confidence, and I realised something about this idea of spirituality & intuition being something obvious in someone was not true. We are all unique and have a unique expression & unique relationship with the unfolding of life. So it is life and the hardships of life, the heartbreak, losses & adventures that charge a person with the spectrum of wealth, compassion & understanding. It is this that enables someone to hold space.
Sometimes, it's those random decisions that lead us forwards.
