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Awake for Life ✨ Unlock the hidden patterns with Kristina Smiltina of your subconscious and step into deep inner healing through breathwork and powerful subconscious work.

Release old traumas, free yourself from limiting beliefs, and reconnect with your true self. ✨

Perfect choice  for today 🌬️💛Today I rise with the sun —to hold space for two souls in breath.Each inhale, a beginning.E...
01/11/2025

Perfect choice for today 🌬️💛

Today I rise with the sun —
to hold space for two souls in breath.
Each inhale, a beginning.
Each exhale, a release.
I prepare in stillness —
focused, centered, alive in energy.
Grateful to walk this path I love. ✨️

YOUIf you cannot help as a doctor,then as a human being you can offer something even more valuable —presence, understand...
31/10/2025

YOU

If you cannot help as a doctor,
then as a human being you can offer something even more valuable —
presence, understanding, warmth.

Healing does not happen only through medicine or knowledge,
but through genuine humanity.

Sometimes all it takes is a comforting glance,
a kind word,
or simply being there —
for someone to feel hope again.

Humanity is the power that heals the soul,
even when the body seems beyond reach.

You need help: contact me
Kristina Smiltina
Certified Integrative Breathwork therapist
Hypnotherapist and subconscious guide.

☎️ 07383 080567

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⚕️ A story that looks like progress… but was really a warning 💀👩‍⚕️ Doctors told her the glow in her bones was “healthy ...
31/10/2025

⚕️ A story that looks like progress… but was really a warning 💀

👩‍⚕️ Doctors told her the glow in her bones was “healthy energy.”

🦴 When she could no longer walk, her jawbone literally crumbled in her hands.

🖤 In a photograph from 1963, we see an elegant woman sitting calmly in a medical chair. Two doctors in spotless white coats stand beside her.
A massive X-ray machine — nearly the size of a car engine — hangs just a few centimeters from her throat, aimed directly at her thyroid gland.

👩‍🦰 The woman looks serene.

👨‍⚕️ The doctors look confident.

🏥 The room — sterile, professional.

😶 No one is wearing protection.
Not the patient. Not the doctors. Not even a lead apron.

☢️ Because in the 1960s, radiation wasn’t feared — it was celebrated!
It wasn’t an age of ignorance — it was the age of modern miracles.

X-rays were a wonder. 👁️‍🩺

They allowed us to see inside the human body without cutting it open.
Fast, efficient, and — as people believed then — completely safe. ✅

👣 So safe that shoe stores installed X-ray machines to measure children’s feet.

Mothers would bring their kids weekly to watch their tiny bones glow on the screen while the salesman fitted “the perfect size.”

😬 So safe that dermatologists beamed radiation onto teenagers’ faces to treat acne — using doses we now consider catastrophically high.

🥤 So safe that companies bottled radium (a radioactive element) and sold it as an “energy tonic.”
Athletes drank it. Society ladies swore by it.

One brand was called Radithor.
Its slogan? ✨ “The Eternal Sunshine.”

💀 A man named Eben Byers, who drank it regularly, died in 1932.
When his body was exhumed years later, it was still radioactive.
His bones had dissolved. His skull was full of holes.

But by the 1960s, that was all “in the past.

Medicine was moving forward. 🚀
X-rays were routine. Radiation was progress.

Progress had to keep moving — not looking back.

👩‍⚕️ The woman in the photograph probably went home that day grateful for her “modern care.”
The doctors filled out their report and saw the next patient.
The same machine was used dozens more times that week.

😔 No one knew.
No one knew that radiation accumulates.

☢️ That every dose adds up.

🦋 That the thyroid — this small butterfly-shaped gland — is especially sensitive to radiation damage.
Years later, thyroid cancer rates skyrocketed.
The very doctors who stood unprotected day after day developed leukemia and died young.
There were no long-term studies.
No one dared to ask the “uncomfortable questions” — because asking meant slowing progress.
And slowing meant falling behind.

💼 Progress had priority.

⚠️ Caution was for cowards.

🕰️ It took decades and thousands of victims before medicine admitted the cost of its confidence.

In the 1970s and 1980s, everything changed:
🦺 Lead aprons became mandatory,

📉 Radiation limits were established,

🧑‍🔬 Radiologists began working behind protective barriers,

🦷 Dental X-rays — no longer yearly, only when necessary.

The industry that once worshiped radiation as a miracle finally admitted it was a poison. ☠️
But it was too late…

😔 Too late for the women whose thyroids were irradiated and who later developed cancer.
😔 Too late for the factory workers who painted watch dials with radium and died with glowing bones.
😔 Too late for the children whose feet were X-rayed every time they tried on shoes.

📸 This photograph haunts us because we know what they didn’t.
We see the danger they couldn’t see.
We understand that the doctors in white coats — with certainty on their faces — unknowingly harmed those they wanted to heal.

💭 But here’s the painful truth:
We’re still doing it.
Today, there are medical procedures we consider normal,

💉 technologies we trust,

☢️ chemicals we use without restraint —
and only the next generations will realize how destructive they truly were.
We just… don’t know it yet.

👩‍⚕️ The woman in the photograph believed in modern medicine.

👨‍⚕️ The doctors believed in their training.
Everyone believed they were doing the right thing.
And they were wrong.
Not because they were careless, but because they mistook innovation for wisdom.
They confused novelty with safety.
They believed speed mattered more than caution.
⚖️ The history of medicine is not just a story of breakthroughs.
It’s also a story of bodies — of real people used as experiments in the name of progress.
It’s a quiet book of victims that teaches lessons humanity could have learned another way.

📷 This photograph isn’t just history.

🔔 It’s a warning.

The doctors looked confident.
The machine — modern.
The woman — safe.

❌ None of it was true.
And right now, somewhere in another sterile room, with advanced equipment and well-meaning professionals,
someone is receiving a treatment that future generations will call barbaric.

We just… don’t know it yet. 🕰️

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🧭THE ROOT OF HUMAN STRUGGLES OFTEN LIES MUCH DEEPER THAN WE THINKWe might believe that stress, anxiety, or fatigue are w...
30/10/2025

🧭THE ROOT OF HUMAN STRUGGLES OFTEN LIES MUCH DEEPER THAN WE THINK

We might believe that stress, anxiety, or fatigue are what trouble us.
But in reality, these are our body and soul reacting to years of tension —
to suppressed emotions, unspoken experiences, and unresolved pain.

💔 Many people learn from childhood to “hold themselves together” — to be strong, hide emotions, and not burden others.
Gradually, we disconnect from our own feelings.
Breathing becomes shallow, the body tightens, and tension accumulates beneath the surface, later showing up as:

– anxiety and restlessness without a clear reason
– difficulty relaxing and experiencing joy
– struggles with trust, love, and intimacy
– fatigue that doesn’t go away, even after rest

This is not a weakness or a flaw.
It is a protective mechanism that was necessary once, but now prevents us from breathing fully — and living fully.

🌬️ Breathwork therapy helps gently navigate these inner layers.
Through the breath, we open the body, allow ourselves to feel, release, and let go.
It’s a safe space where deep healing happens — not through the mind, but through sensation, breath, and presence.

💡 When a person begins to breathe fully, they begin to live fully.
Peace, clarity, and inner safety are restored.

✨ If you feel ready to release tension and reconnect with yourself —
send me a message and sign up for a breathwork session.

Kristina Smiltina
Certified Integrative Breathwork therapist
Mob: 07383 080567
Exeter







30/10/2025
29/10/2025

CONSCIOUS CONNECTED BREATHING is much more than a simple breathing exercise.

To devote attention to breathing means holding the key to enlightenment in your hands. That is why breathing, with its simple rhythmic repetition, plays such an important role in many religious rituals. By focusing on rhythmic breathing, the soul enters a meditative state, the mind clears, and comes into contact with the mind of the universe.

Integrative breathwork sessions offer an opportunity to balance all layers of the human energetic system. They also act on the physical level — the body deeply relaxes, the endocrine system becomes regulated, and repressed emotions and emotional armor begin to dissolve.

This armor often restricts the chest, limiting our ability to breathe fully, to feel, and to experience joy.

On an energetic level, conscious breathing brings harmony — it helps release foreign energies and attachments, and fills the inner voids.
It is a gateway beyond boundaries, a moment when your whole being remembers: you are more than your body, your fears, and emotions; you are light, a soul experiencing life through a human form.

A breathwork session is at once an energetic cleansing, a regression, and a meeting with your Higher Self or the Divine.

It can also be a journey into the Lower World to connect with your ancestors. I don’t know of another tool as multidimensional and yet as gentle as breathwork — especially when guided by an experienced and sensitive practitioner.

I’ve met many people who have been traumatized by other intense breathing methods led by facilitators who lack gentleness and ecological awareness. Such experiences often create fear and deep mistrust.

For these people, I love offering another way — one where breathwork is not a harsh “breakthrough” or catharsis (though it can sometimes be), but rather a path of deep and compassionate transformation.

Breathwork is a journey between worlds and lifetimes — a way to retrieve lost parts of yourself, to heal childhood, birth, and past-life traumas, to rest, relax, and fill yourself with life energy. It helps you reclaim the full capacity of your breath — to remember what it’s like to breathe with your whole chest — freely, bravely, effortlessly. Each session is a step closer to a free and joyful “I”.

In ancient Greece, the same word was used for both breath and soul — a connection visible in many other languages as well. We cannot separate one from the other: the spirit is everything that surrounds us, and breath is our main way of connecting with it. Thus, we can conclude that the stronger and more rhythmic our breathing, the more fully we come into contact with the spiritual side of life. Spirit flows into the lungs with each breath and from there spreads throughout the body.

Without breathing, no life within a human being would be possible. Breath connects us with universal forces, which have the power to cleanse and heal our body and mind, and to expand our consciousness.

🕊 Join me for an individual breathwork session
Deep. Gentle. Soulful.

✨ Message me - to book your session — and begin a new cycle of breath in your life. ✨

Kristina Smiltina
Certified Integrative Breath Therapist
Mob. 07383 080567



✨ Unlock the hidden patterns with Kristina Smiltina of your subconscious and step into deep inner healing through breathwork and powerful subconscious work. Release old traumas, free yourself from limiting beliefs, and reconnect with your true self. ✨

THE MAN WHO MADE DEATH SMILEIt happened more than forty years ago. Full of strength and energy, Norman Cousins, editor-i...
27/10/2025

THE MAN WHO MADE DEATH SMILE

It happened more than forty years ago. Full of strength and energy, Norman Cousins, editor-in-chief of Saturday Review magazine, suddenly began to feel unwell. His temperature rose sharply, and he experienced pain and weakness throughout his body.

His condition rapidly worsened, and within a week he could hardly move, turn his head, or lift his arms. He was admitted to the hospital, where he was soon diagnosed with collagen disease — an autoimmune disorder affecting the whole body, in which the immune system begins to attack the body’s own connective tissues.

Each day Cousins’ body became less and less responsive; he could barely move his arms and legs or turn in bed. Finally, he could no longer open his jaws enough to eat.

Fear, sadness, and resentment toward fate completely consumed him. He stopped speaking even with his loved ones and spent days lying in bed, facing the wall of his hospital room. Dr. Hitzig, who was treating him, tried to help by consulting the best specialists, but the disease kept progressing. Then Cousins asked the doctor about his chances of recovery. The answer was devastating: out of five hundred patients diagnosed with collagen disease, only one survived.

That night Cousins could not sleep. Up to now, the doctors have done everything they could for me, he thought, but it hasn’t helped. If I want to stay alive, I must take responsibility myself. If medicine and doctors are powerless, I must find another path to healing.

He remembered what a doctor had once told him — that the body mobilizes itself to fight illness when the endocrine system is functioning at full capacity. But fear, depression, and hopelessness suppress this system. Under stress, the adrenal glands secrete hormones — adrenaline and noradrenaline — which flood the body and, in excess, become destructive.

From these reflections came a simple insight: if negative emotions provoke disease, then positive emotions, by stimulating the endocrine system, can become the “igniters” of healing. And everyone has access to a simple remedy — laughter.

> “A merry heart doeth good like a medicine, but a broken spirit drieth the bones.”
— Proverbs 17:22

This biblical quote inspired Cousins. He began studying the works of doctors and scientists and soon found plenty of evidence supporting his idea.

As early as the 17th century, physician Richard Burton wrote in The Anatomy of Melancholy:

> “Laughter purifies the blood, restores the body, and helps with heart ailments.”

Immanuel Kant emphasized that laughter activates all vital processes. Freud called humor a unique manifestation of the psyche and laughter — a unique form of therapy.
Modern researcher William Fry experimentally proved that laughter improves cardiovascular function, blood formation, breathing, and muscle tone.

Scientists discovered that during laughter, the brain releases substances similar to morphine. These act as a kind of inner anesthesia, helping the body relax while also mobilizing it to fight disease.

Cousins realized he had no right to passively wait for death. He had to awaken his own inner resources through laughter. It wasn’t easy — lying motionless and in pain — but he created a plan.

Ignoring the protests of his doctors, Cousins left the hospital and moved into a hotel, away from the oppressive atmosphere of illness. Only Dr. Hitzig stayed by his side, supporting his “laughter therapy.” They set up a movie projector in his room with the best comedies and humorous stories.

After just ten minutes of forced laughter, the pain subsided so much that Cousins could sleep peacefully for two hours. When the effect faded, another film or bit of humor brought the smiles — and relief — back again.

Gradually, the pain retreated. Lab tests showed that inflammation in his body was decreasing. Laughter had become a real medicine. Each day Cousins laughed for at least six hours. His eyes were swollen from tears — but they were tears of healing.
The doses of anti-inflammatory drugs were reduced until he stopped taking any medication at all.

Within a month he could move his fingers without pain. After two months he could freely turn in bed. Soon he was standing, walking, and later returned to work — playing Bach on the organ, playing tennis, riding horses. The doctors’ predictions of total paralysis had been completely overturned.

Ten years later, Cousins accidentally met one of the doctors who had once given him a “death sentence.” When they shook hands, Cousins squeezed so firmly that the doctor winced in pain — a gesture more convincing than any words.

In 1976, Norman Cousins published his autobiographical book Anatomy of an Illness (As Perceived by the Patient). It caused a sensation.
Through his own experience, the author demonstrated that a positive emotional state can heal even from a severe illness.

🌘 THE DARK SIDE – A Path to Wholeness, Not WeaknessThere is a place within us where we rarely dare to go.It is the quiet...
13/06/2025

🌘 THE DARK SIDE – A Path to Wholeness, Not Weakness

There is a place within us where we rarely dare to go.
It is the quiet room behind locked doors.
There are no laughs there. No candlelight.
It smells of resentment, of forbidden anger, of unanswered childhood pain.

There lives our shadow — our dark side.

This is the place where all that we’ve suppressed, denied, and pushed away lives:
– what society told us: "You mustn't be like that."
– what our family couldn't bear: "That's not okay."
– what we ourselves couldn’t accept: "I'm not like that."

And yet, it lives within us.
And it keeps breathing.
Not to destroy us —
But to teach us how to become whole.

🌑 The shadow is not an enemy. It is an awakened part longing to be heard.

The dark side is not evil. It is not weakness.
It is our untapped power.
The repressed truth that no longer wants to scream through anxiety, rage, or drama in our relationships.

It is the longing to be seen.
It is the ability to set boundaries.
It is the lust for life we once called “too much.”

When we run from our shadow, it becomes a problem.
But when we walk toward it — it becomes a guide.

🔥 Why do we need our dark side?

To become truly alive.
We cannot be full of light while ignoring what lives in the dark.
Just as a tree cannot rise to the heavens without deep roots in the earth —
a human being cannot be whole without exploring their depths.

The shadow doesn’t control us when it is seen.
But it begins to rule us when we ignore it.

It shows up as: – projecting our flaws onto others,
– burning out from trying to be “good” all the time,
– becoming passive-aggressive or chronically dissatisfied,
– losing creativity, sexuality, and life-force.

🔍 What lives in the shadow?

– Anger – which can become a healthy “no” and the power to protect yourself.
– Envy – which points to unacknowledged dreams.
– Control – which reveals fear and a longing to feel safe.
– Unaccepted desires – which can become the root of authenticity.
– Unrealized potential – that simply waits for your courage to be claimed.

✨ Meeting your shadow is not a fall. It is a birth.

No wise one ever became wise by avoiding the dark.
No healer ever became a healer without walking through their own wound.
No truly alive person ever became so by avoiding the part they most want to hide.

The person who meets their shadow becomes free.
They begin to hear themselves.
They stop pleasing, stop masking, stop projecting.
They light up their darkness — not to destroy it, but to illuminate and embrace it.

🌌 What can you do with your shadow?

– Write down what annoys you the most in others — it’s a projection of you.
– Let your anger rise and move through — in stillness, without violence, but with presence.
– Acknowledge your fears and desires — they are not enemies, they are messengers.
– Find a safe space — in therapy, in a retreat, in an honest conversation.
– Listen to yourself not only in the light, but also in the noise.

💬 And then…

Then you begin to return home.
Not to the idealized version of yourself.
Not to what others expect you to be.
But to your real, raw, alive, and powerful SELF.

Only such a person can truly love.
Because they’ve met all their colors.
And finally… they are no longer afraid of the dark.
Because that’s where their freedom lives.

🖤
And you?
What is the dark side you're still afraid to meet?
Or are you already learning to love it?

Share in the comments.
Maybe you will be the one to inspire someone else to begin their journey home.









⛔️ STOP doing these things if you want to become the best version of yourself:🚭 Clinging to habits that hold you back– O...
12/06/2025

⛔️ STOP doing these things if you want to become the best version of yourself:

🚭 Clinging to habits that hold you back
– Old patterns often keep you from living the life you truly want.

🚱Hiding your vulnerability
– Vulnerability is strength, not weakness. It makes you real. Don’t hide it – even if the wrong people can’t appreciate it.

☢️ Letting others run your life
– Live your life based on your own choices. Only you know your truth.

🚷 Chasing people who run away from you
– You're wasting your time and energy. The moment you stop running after those who run from you, the right people will find you.

☣️Blaming others
– You are in control of your actions and reactions. Choose peace. Choose happiness.

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TODAY I felt...not just in thoughts,but with all of me –that we are all one.There is no “me” and “you”.No separation.The...
11/06/2025

TODAY I felt...
not just in thoughts,
but with all of me –
that we are all one.

There is no “me” and “you”.
No separation.
There is only one wholeness,
one breath,
flowing through all that lives.

We play our roles –
each with a name,
a body,
our own dreams.
We believe
we are separate,
like the fingers of one hand
seeing each other,
yet forgetting to look up
to the place where they meet.
Where the palm begins.
Where we begin.

And then suddenly –
today –
I saw it.
I saw the invisible fabric
that weaves us all together.
A wordless pattern,
flowing like a thread of life
through every gaze,
every silence,
every touch.

It was more beautiful than words.
Like my grandmother’s shawl –
worn, cherished,
filled with stories and warmth
that never fades.

And my heart wanted to cry out –
Fantastiko!
We are!
We are one.
One breath. One dream. One love.

Kristina

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THE HUMAN ONIONThere are people whom life peels away.Slowly.Layer by layer.But there are also those who have long since ...
10/06/2025

THE HUMAN ONION

There are people whom life peels away.

Slowly.

Layer by layer.

But there are also those who have long since sealed themselves shut — just to survive.

To protect themselves. From pain. From judgment. From closeness.

As children, they learned — it’s better not to speak. Better to stay silent.

Better not to feel than to feel the pain.

And then they learned to live with only half of themselves — without emotions, without their true voice.

From the outside, everything may seem fine.
Even very fine.

But inside, there is a void they don’t even know how to name.

Working with people, I see this again and again.

Numbing is not weakness.
It’s a survival tactic.

Only… what’s the point of living a life where you don’t truly live as yourself?

When everything happens, but nothing passes through your heart.

When you are present, but truly lost.

🪷 And yet — I believe every onion can be peeled.

That you can feel again.

Be again.

Live again.

Yes, it is painful.

Because every layer is a past “I don’t want to feel this anymore.”

But the moment you begin to feel again…
You remember you are alive.

And it is worth it.



















I LOOK STRAIGHT INTO THE EYESInto the eyes of that which drives me mad,hurts me,irritates me.I am not ashamed of my natu...
09/06/2025

I LOOK STRAIGHT INTO THE EYES

Into the eyes of that which drives me mad,
hurts me,
irritates me.

I am not ashamed of my nature.
I look directly into the EYES of everything I dislike and everything that makes me feel bad.

I hold it in my hands, turn it over, like a product in a store.
I examine where it came from...

How did it reach me?
Was it picked up somewhere over the mountains of childhood?
Or borrowed from a neighbor nearby?
Maybe someone just sneezed it out—and I simply absorbed it?

I look INTO THE EYES of everything that makes me feel bad.
And not just for a week. I look and I get to know it.
Because it always tells me something.

It speaks of misunderstanding, of righteousness and lack of recognition.
It speaks of rejection, of narrow perspectives, and of missing empathy.

That’s all there is to it.
Nothing more.
But that “all” has turned my understanding upside down,
or rather—inside out.

There’s nothing else.
And yet—it turned me toward a deeper essence.

Even blind—I began to see.

With the heart.
With sensation.
Without mind or ego.

It’s beautiful—to see myself even like this.
Sunk into a valley.
Wings folded.
Unrescued.

It’s beautiful to see it after the storm—not in the midst of pain.
And I say to myself: look!

Look yourself in the EYES.
Meet yourself—and bow.
What are you saying to me?

Something vital and vivid, just for me.
Hidden. Unknown. Waiting.

Thank you.
Only now I see—how black the diamond was before it was cut.
Ah… what a painful cutting…

But oh,
what a brilliant diamond I AM.

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