29/12/2025
So it is with a heavy heart that I say goodbye…
From 22/12/2025, I closed Naturally Ecstatic.
After sending out what was my final newsletter, I want to say thank you, the responses I received genuinely touched me and reminded me why I ever did this work.
At the same time, the overall response to my last offerings have become smaller and smaller - to the point of non existent. That realisation made something clear that I can no longer avoid. What I’ve been offering hasn’t been met in a way that makes it sustainable for a couple of years. The vision I had for Naturally Ecstatic never came to fruition and l spent too many years chasing those dreams rather than seeing that it was clearly not working as a business.
Naturally Ecstatic was never a brand to me. It was my passion, my prayer, my life force, my offering to the world. Letting go of it brings grief, relief, tenderness and truth all at once.
Over the past 30+ years I’ve worked with thousands of people around the world. I’ve witnessed profound change, vulnerability, laughter and tears. That work has been real and deeply meaningful to me. And at the same time, I’ve had to accept that I’m not built to run the kind of business structure required to sustain it.
I love teaching breathwork, bodywork, meditation, Ta**ra and nervous system regulation. When I’m in a room with people, I’m in flow and joy. But my life for years has been mostly behind a screen, trying to make that happen. And that hasn’t worked.
So I’m stepping off that wheel of running a business and juggling too many hats that don’t fit - I am still available for paid teaching gigs by invitation as this work lights me up - so keep me in mind for your retreats and collaborations.
The work itself won’t disappear immediately. For now it will remain on YouTube, , and through existing courses and recordings available on my website which will purely run as an online shop. What changes is that I’m no longer actively feeding or growing it.
As part of this listening, I’ll also be stepping away from Facebook and Instagram. Right now they feel more like a distraction than something nourishing. I’ll keep Messenger open if you genuinely need to contact me, but I won’t be using social media going forward.
At 57, I’m choosing rest, to take deeper care of my body and heart and drop into what life brings rather than try to make things happen.
Thank you for being here. Thank you for walking with me, however briefly. I wish you love, joy and a beautiful next chapter.
With love, Pete
