02/04/2026
It takes two...." In my world what this usually means is two treatments and I'm hooked!
During my second CST session I had the most 'ethereal' experience of my life, where I felt completely 'translucent' as my therapists hands seemed to pass through my body. The follow on from this is a 'systemic breakthrough' including a lot of SomatoEmotional release. Even though it's been a week since the physical session, just the memory of that translucent feeling is enough to trigger further tears and giggles as I continue to ride the wave of returning to my blueprint.
As my brain tries to berate me for not using CST as a therapy option sooner, my body know's I've simply taken the scenic route, the only route that makes sense in actual fact. Here's why I 'feel' that Bowen followed by MFR and now CST are the perfect sequence. Bowen told my nervous system 'The emergency is over.' MFR further soothed my 'fractious fascial system' and finally CST peered into my 'Core' and kissed it better.
I believe this is why some people don't get the outcomes that a particular therapy suggests they could.They are simply not ready to receive it.
This is where it gets intetesting for me as a therapist, I've done my decades long apprenticeship of being in pain and subsequently searching for the 'one thing' that would 'fix me.
It's living through this process, feeling the frustrations of getting better for a short time, only for the pain to manifest again and again. Investing in and learning professional skills and techniques that seemed to be the holy grail only to come to the realisation that it's not a one size fits all. It was never supposed to be, it's a journey and I feel as though I've not just read the map, I've walked the terrain, I've taken in the sights, stopped off at some significant travellers rests where I've been helpfully signposted forward, other times I've come to crossroads and went a few miles in the wrong direction before turning back.
In CST they talk about the therapist being the facilitator, and the real work is done by the clients 'inner physician'. I think it's only really now having experienced this 'breakthrough' that I can say I have a true understanding of what this feels like.
I'm not relying on my own therapists to 'fix me' now, I fully recognise the therapeitic input that my nervous system has received from this sequence of modalities, it was completely ready, the foundations had been laid, it's no longer muffled.... It's coherent, the defences are fully down, the safely guarding has been deactivated, had I tried CST first, I'd 100% have scoffed at it. Now I know 100% that I'd never have truly known peace without it.
We have a poweful diagnostic tool - Our body, and as therapists we have the humility of our hands which we use to perceive and subsequently treat the body.
What's important to me here is finally reaching the awareness within myself of what it feels like to experience touch without an agenda. Learning CST is going to humble me as a therapist and remove all sense of ego (and sometimes frustration) about personal expectations as to when, how or why a clent will respond to any therapeutic input.
When I lay down lay for my second CST treatment, my body didn't need the "rolling" of Bowen or the "stretching" of MFR to unravel it's deepest holding patterns. It was ready to drop straight into a deep, parasympathetic state. The "hands passing through" sensation happened because my Dura Mater (the tough membrane around your brain and spinal cord) completely relaxed It’s a level of release that is hard to reach with the more active moves of my previous therapies, although they set me up beautifully to be able to feel receptive enough to acknowledge this lightest of touch and the meeting of client - therapist energy that went right into my core.
I now see that I did indeed come to know of these therapies in the correct order, I wouldn't be the therapist I am today if I was simply learning manual therapies to apply to clients. Instead I'm really grateful to have experienced firsthand the profound changes they've all had on me personally... Just two treatments each time and it set me off on a path that is continually transforming and improving my life.
When I had the nudge out of nowhere to try Craniosacral Therapy back in February this year (despite my reservations) I followed the nudge... And thank goodness I did (Always listen to your gut).
I needed to know more, I read the books, I watched the videos, and now I'm starting my CST1 training in November, something tells me I'm.going to feel like I've come 'home'. 🙌