26/02/2026
I had my first session of Craniosacral Therapy today with the really lovely and very gifted therapist Steven Rutherford.
I love having treatments of any sort, and I'm so lucky to be in Glasgow and surrounded by some really wonderful therapists. I knew from the second Steven started talking to me that I liked his way of working and communicating, so I'll be adding him to my 'must go and see' list.
I have great interoception, so even during the initial postural assessment where Steven had placed his hands on my neck, I felt a shift from within. During Craniosacral Therapy (CST), the quiet environment and light touch force your brain to switch it's focus inward, (I found this very easy, soothed by the gentle sleeping breath of his very sweet guide dog who was lying on the floor near the treatment table.) This is my time, I have no judgement, no expectations, I'm just happy to lie there feeling what my body wants to say in response to the expert hands I feel placed on me.
Interoception is processed in a part of the brain called the insula. When Steven held the area around my C3 -Cervical Spine, it drew my insula's attention to a "clinch" or tension pattern I hadn't consciously noticed. (I think Steven had picked this up during the initial assessment, yet I'd went in with different issues) - "Where you think it is, it aint".
When my brain finally "mapped" that tension in the safe, quiet environment, it allowed my nervous system to let go, and I suddenly found myself crying...(Crying is a physiological signature of an internal shift— my body essentially saying, "I don't have to hold onto this anymore). There was no memories, no conscious thoughts triggering the emotion. No laughter preceded it this time either, just some very sad feeling tears, tears that I really struggled to let flow despite the gentle encouragement from Steve.
Energetically and physically, the neck is associated with communication. Tension at C3 can sometimes be linked to things we've left unsaid or feelings we've suppressed to "keep it together."
During my treatment I had such a strong sensation of my body trying to find it's way home, like I was fumbling around in the dark looking for the light switch. It was a bittersweet moment, a feeling of recognition as to how much my body has 'held it together' whether physically through pain or simply emotionally through tough times. There was a silent dialogue between my brain and my body, "You're doing the best you can Louise, be gentle with yourself and you will get there'. When you are a therapist yourself, you can become frustrated with not being able to resolve your own pain, yet today's treatment has grounded me. Reminding me that I need to listen more to my body's whispers, and pull back a little on trying to micromanage my own physical rehab.
I'm taking it easy for the rest of today, lots of walking, some earthing and of course plenty hydration. I've got a very busy weekend coming up, lots of clients booking in all at once, one who I've not seen for about ten months messaged today asking me if I'm still working my 'magic'. Therapies like Bowen & CST aren't magic in themselves, in just the same way therapists aren't 'magicians. Our body's hold the inate secret to healing themselves, as therapists we just give guidance....Like turning on the lights!! 😉
It's easy to experience exteroception and become discordant from what's actually going on with YOU. Please take time out and touch base with yourself, your body and mind will show it's gratitude in many pleasant ways.
I hope this resonates, and I look forward to seeing you soon for your treatments.