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28/03/2026

I’m not always mute in a social situation. But sometimes I am completely mute.

I don’t always skip the pleasantries. But sometimes I can’t produce them at all.

And I think that’s the bit that throws people.

Because if I did it last time, why not this time?
What’s actually happening is it depends. On where I am. Who’s there. How much I’ve already spent that day. Whether I feel any real connection.

It’s not a personality trait. It’s a calculation my nervous system is running in the background.

And it changes.

Sometimes I seem absolutely fine in a social situation. But inside I’m on fire. Physically. It’s not discomfort. It’s pain. And nobody sees that part.

And then I get home. And I replay it. That one thing I said. Or didn’t say. Or the way someone responded. That can run for hours. Days sometimes.

That’s the cost that doesn’t show up on the outside.

For a lot of neurodivergent people, inconsistency isn’t unreliability. It’s context sensitivity. We’re responding to what’s actually there, not running a script regardless.

The social fallout comes when people can’t make sense of that. One day fine. Next day nothing. So we get read as rude. Hard work. Unpredictable.

When actually we just can’t fake it when it isn’t there. And when we do, we pay for it later.

27/03/2026

After years of working across schools, homes and clinical settings, there’s a pattern I keep seeing.

There’s a group of young people where everything looks like it should be working.

The plan is in place.
The strategies are there.
The structure is clear.

And still… it’s not working.

These are the young people who are highly masking and constantly reading the room.

They are tracking tone, body language, shifts in atmosphere.
They notice inconsistencies in how expectations are applied.
They are often justice-driven and will feel it when something doesn’t add up.

They can understand what is expected of them.

But their nervous system is responding to something else entirely.

And they’re dysregulated before they even get through the door.

It’s not because they don’t understand the structure.

It’s because structure isn’t the thing their nervous system is relying on.

For them, predictability isn’t about the timetable.

It’s about people.

So what happens?

We do more of what we’ve been taught.

More structure.
More consistency.
More predictability.

And for some young people, that works really well.

But for this group, it doesn’t shift things.

Because what they’re responding to isn’t just what’s happening.

It’s how it feels.
Moment to moment.
Through the people around them.

So you see the same pattern:

Everything in place.

But still:

They’re dysregulated.
They start to withdraw.
Trust starts to go.
And eventually… they stop coming in altogether.

This is where it gets uncomfortable.

Because it’s not really about the plan.

It’s about the environment.
More specifically, the relational environment.

And that’s much harder to work with.

You can write a timetable.
You can measure a strategy.

You can’t standardise how safe someone feels with you.

And this is where it gets more complex.

Because safety isn’t just about being calm or kind.

It’s shaped by everything we bring into the room.

Our assumptions.
Our expectations.
What we’ve been taught to see as “normal”.
What we’ve been taught to correct.

Including the things we don’t always notice:

institutional bias
personal bias
the pull towards what is familiar, measurable, and manageable

In systems that rely on consistency and standardisation, there’s often an unspoken pressure to make the child fit the model.

To follow the plan.
To respond to the strategy.
To meet the expectation.

But for this group, that’s exactly where things start to break down.

Because their nervous system isn’t responding to the plan.

It’s responding to the fit.

And sometimes that requires something much less straightforward.

A willingness to pause.
To question what we’re doing.
To think outside what has been prescribed.

Not to abandon structure entirely,
but to recognise when structure isn’t the access point.

25/03/2026

In almost every meeting I sit in around neurodivergence, trauma, or mental health, whether that’s children or adults. The word perception gets used.

“That’s not what happened.”
“That wasn’t the intent.”
“They’ve misinterpreted.”

Case closed.

But what I often see is not a perception problem at all.

I see mismatch.

A child with proprioceptive differences being corrected for using too much force, when their system cannot yet calibrate what gentle feels like from the inside.

A child or adult being told they overreacted, when the demand had already exceeded what their nervous system could hold.

A child labelled as misreading a situation, when what they actually felt was a moral rupture nobody else had recognised.

Different presentation.
Same pattern.

We call it perception.

What I call it is a mismatch we haven’t understood yet.

And when we miss that, the correction lands as:

You are wrong.
You are too much.
You should be able to do this.

That’s where the shift happens.

Not because they misread the situation.
Because we misread what was being asked of them.

When we stop at misinterpretation, we stop being detectives.

We build more strategies, more expectations, more correction
on top of an unexamined mismatch.

And the impact accumulates.

Anxiety
Shame
Withdrawal
Refusal

Not because of their perception.

Because of what we haven’t looked at closely enough yet.

19/03/2026

Human behaviour has always been a special interest of mine.

Watching people.
Noticing patterns.
Trying to make sense of what’s going on underneath.

That’s been there for as long as I can remember.

Watching TV has always been very regulating for me.
Reality TV. Documentaries.

I can sit and watch people, their reactions, their dynamics, and take it all in.

There’s something predictable about it.
Something I can follow.

It’s even got to the point now where, when I’m watching a series, I’ll often predict what’s about to happen.

Usually right.

Probably quite annoying for my husband.

And it doesn’t stop with TV.

If I’m in a supermarket, a café, anywhere really, I’m scanning.
Watching people.
Taking in what’s going on around me.

That probably looks odd sometimes.

But my brain is trying to make sense of the environment.
The people in it.
The patterns in it.

It helps me feel safer.
More prepared.
Like I know what’s happening around me.

It can also be tiring.
Because I’m taking in a lot, all the time.

When I was younger, I was often quiet with it.
Taking things in.
Not always having the words for what I was noticing.

But the noticing was always there.

And over time, that thread has shaped a lot of my life.

My interest in psychology.
Going into mental health through OT.
Later moving into paediatrics.

Always coming back to the same thing:

trying to understand what sits underneath behaviour.

Over time I’ve realised I have to be quite selective about the amount of open-ended social interaction I take on.

Too much of it, and there’s a price to pay.
Because I’m taking in far more than people realise.

And at the same time, there are spaces where that doesn’t happen in the same way.

Choir.
Nature-based or more holistic spaces.
Places where there’s a shared focus.

Where I don’t feel like I have to scan or work things out.

I can just be in it.

Deficit Lens
watching rather than taking part
too focused on other people
easily distracted
slow to join in
hard to engage

Strength-based lens:
highly observant
reading people and environments in real time
strong pattern recognition
aware of subtle shifts and dynamics
taking time to understand before engaging.

And it’s one of the reasons I understand my clients the way I do.

19/03/2026

We're delighted to welcome Helen Buteux as our Associate Occupational Therapist, joining our wonderful Principle OT Katie at Key To Achieving Therapy Services!

Helen is an experienced paediatric OT with over 13 years supporting children and families across the NHS and community settings.
Her work focuses on helping young people with complex needs participate in the daily activities that matter most to them.

Helen's background spans sensory integration, postural care, specialist equipment, and early intervention. She's worked across early years, school-aged services, and multidisciplinary teams, prioritising clear communication, collaborative working, and empowering families.

In addition to her clinical expertise, Helen has led service improvements, delivered workshops, contributed to publications, and supported staff development. She brings a calm, proactive, solutions-focused approach.

Helen specialises in supporting children with neurological, neuromuscular & neurodivergent conditions, dyspraxia/DCD, and sensory processing differences.
Above all, she values building strong relationships with families to create meaningful, sustainable change.

We're thrilled to have Helen's compassionate, evidence-informed approach on our team, alongside our Principle OT Katie.

Please join us in warmly welcoming Helen as our new Associate OT!

18/03/2026

A neurodivergent trait I’ve been misunderstood for.

Trait:
I don’t often initiate contact, and I can go quiet for periods of time.

Deficit lens (how this can be perceived):
– “She doesn’t care”
– “She’s inconsistent”
– “She only reaches out when it suits her”
– “She’s hard to read / a bit distant”

What’s actually happening:
My brain doesn’t generate connection in a linear, constant, ongoing way.

I need something to anchor me.
A thread.
A reason.
A point of entry.

I think about people. I care about people.
But without something tangible to respond to, initiating can feel unclear or effortful.

Time also moves differently for me.
What feels recent to me may not land that way for someone else.

Strengths within this:
– When I do connect, I’m fully present, warm, and engaged
– I value depth over surface-level maintenance
– I don’t engage out of obligation, only genuine care
– I can reconnect easily and authentically, even after time has passed
– I don’t need constant contact for a relationship to feel secure

What helps relationships work for me:
– consistency over intensity
– clear communication and context
– low-pressure connection
– understanding that gaps don’t equal disconnection

Sometimes what looks like distance
is just a different rhythm of connection.

17/03/2026

Neurodiversity Celebration Week

Hi, I’m Katie.

Occupational therapist.
Late diagnosed ADHD and autistic.

My whole life I've felt like a contradiction.

I can make bold moves to a different country for a job and just get on with it.

But I can’t initiate a phone call to book an appointment with someone I don’t know.

I can get on a stage and sing karaoke completely sober.

But ask me to introduce myself in a room full of professionals and internally I feel like I’m crumbling just saying my name and what I do.

I can write detailed, in-depth assessment reports that join everything together.

But ask me to ask any direct or specific questions on the spot and my mind goes blank.

I can’t do small talk.
I can’t start a conversation from nothing, no matter how hard I try or want to.

But give me something real, something organic, something I care about, and you’ll never stop me talking.

Same brain.

For a long time that looked like:
inconsistent
hard to understand

Now I see something else.

Different environments, different relationships, and different task demands pull out different traits in me.

Same person.
Different conditions.
Different outcome.

This week I’m sharing more of this.

16/03/2026

We are sensory beings. Every single occupation we do is carried out through a sensory body in a sensory environment…

We would genuinely welcome your thoughts on this. If you are a therapist, educator, researcher, parent, or someone with lived experience, what do you think should shape professional guidance in this area?

Whose voices need to be in the room, and what feels important to you when we talk about sensory integration, function, and participation?

Sensory Integration is Everyone's Business. .rcot we would welcome time to explore this area with you and support publications of this nature. At ASI Wise, we are very focused on user participation, people with lived experiences (including OT's - of which there are many) and co-production.
We welcome the voices of those who provide and use OT services in the conversation.

https://www.rcot.co.uk/explore-resources/children-young-people-families/sensory-approaches

15/03/2026

Today I want to acknowledge the mothers I work alongside.

In my field I see a particular pattern of parenting.

Mothers who have become researchers, advocates, translators and protectors for their children.

Mothers who have learned to read subtle signs in their child’s nervous system long before anyone else sees them.

Mothers who sit in meetings where their concerns are sometimes dismissed, minimised or misunderstood and still keep showing up.

Mothers who hold the emotional weight of systems that often don’t move quickly enough.

Mothers who celebrate the small wins that others might never notice.

And mothers who carry a quiet exhaustion that comes from constantly navigating environments that weren’t designed with their children in mind.

The thing that always strikes me most is the depth of attunement.

So many of the mothers I meet know their children with extraordinary precision. They have learned their rhythms, their signals, their limits and their strengths in ways that no report or assessment can fully capture.

It is not easy work.

But it is deeply powerful work.

So today feels like a good moment to recognise the mothers who keep advocating, learning, adapting and loving their children through systems that are still catching up.

I see you.

And the work you are doing matters.

13/03/2026

Compliance

Compliance is often treated as evidence that something is working.

A child follows instructions.
They attend school.
They complete the work.

From the outside, this can look like success.

And in many environments that support children, compliance is taken as reassurance that the system is functioning well.

But compliance does not tell us what it costs a child to meet those expectations.

For many neurodivergent children, meeting expectations requires a significant amount of extra effort.

Not because they are unwilling.
Not because they are incapable.

But because they are being asked to adapt to environments that do not naturally align with how their brain and nervous system process the world.

So they compensate.

Extra energy to remain focused in spaces that feel overwhelming.
Extra energy to process information in unfamiliar ways.
Extra energy to mask discomfort, suppress sensory needs, manage uncertainty, and hold themselves together well enough that everything appears fine.

From the outside, this can look like coping.

It can look like resilience.
It can look like success.
It can look like a child who is doing well.

But sometimes it is a child using an enormous amount of energy simply to stay within the expectations around them.

And that effort has a cost.

Over time it can lead to exhaustion, anxiety, shutdown, burnout, or a moment when the child simply cannot compensate any longer.

Behaviour matters.

But behaviour without context can be misleading.

Because compliance alone is not a reliable measure of whether a child is truly thriving.

Sometimes a compliant child is thriving.

But sometimes they are paying for that compliance with energy their system cannot afford to keep spending.

Which invites a different kind of curiosity.

Not simply “Is the child behaving?”

But “What might it be costing them to do so?”

12/03/2026

I’ve been thinking a lot about the word boundaries.

It sounds simple, but if you spend any time in parenting spaces, especially neurodivergent ones, you quickly realise how much mixed advice exists.

Some guidance tells parents to be firmer.
Set expectations.
Hold the line.

Other advice warns that boundaries can feel like control, particularly for children whose nervous systems experience demands as threat.

And somewhere in the middle are parents trying to work out what this actually means in real life.

Through the lenses I use in my work, children do need containment.
They need to know that some things are non-negotiable.

Safety.
Legal responsibilities.
Things that protect people.

But a boundary held without validation, explanation or relationship can quickly become something else.

Control.

For me, boundaries start with a different question:

What here is truly non-negotiable?
And what is open to curiosity, flexibility and exploration?

Because children need something else as well.

They need to understand why something matters.
They need space to express how it feels for them.
And they need enough agency to feel they are part of the process, not simply being managed.

Not unlimited choice.
That can be overwhelming for many children.

But enough to feel they still have a voice.

And we also need to remember something important about development.

Children are supposed to test boundaries.

That isn’t failure.
That’s how they learn where the edges are.

For the adults supporting them, though, that period can feel exhausting.
It can bring uncertainty and a lot of self-doubt.

Especially in a world full of conflicting advice.
Social media.
Different school philosophies.
Different professional approaches.

Most adults are trying to find a way through somewhere in the middle.

And the truth is, none of us receive a guidebook for this.

We’re often responding through the lens of our own childhood experiences.
What boundaries felt like for us.
What worked.
What didn’t.
What we’re trying to do differently.

So perhaps the question isn’t simply whether children need boundaries.

Perhaps the deeper question is whether we are creating the space for adults to reflect, learn and attune without fear of judgement.

Because sometimes children are pushing against boundaries.

And sometimes they are searching for them.

And the difference between those two things can only really be understood through relationship.

11/03/2026

I’ve been thinking about the word resilience.

If you look it up in the dictionary, resilience is usually defined as something like:

“the ability to withstand or recover quickly from difficulty.”

On the surface, it’s a positive word.
Encouraging, even.

But in my work with neurodivergent children and families, it’s often a word that lands very differently.

In fact, for many families it has become a trigger word.

Because what they often hear when someone talks about resilience is:

“Your child just needs to push through.”

And that’s where things become complicated.

Many of the young people I work with have already shown extraordinary resilience for a very long time.

They mask.
They comply.
They fawn.
They keep going because they know what’s expected of them.

They try to be the “well-behaved” child.
The child who copes.
The child who doesn’t make things harder.

From the outside, that can look like success.

But internally, the picture can be very different.

Over time I’ve seen a pattern emerge.

The more a young person compromises themselves to meet expectations that don’t fit how their nervous system works, the greater the gap becomes between how they are feeling internally and what the world reflects back to them.

Externally they are told:

“You’re doing really well.”
“You’re coping.”
“You’re resilient.”

Internally they may feel exhausted, overwhelmed and misunderstood.

Eventually something gives.

And when that happens, the narrative often changes overnight.

The child who was praised for coping becomes the child described as “challenging” or “demand avoidant”.

But the behaviour didn’t appear out of nowhere.

Often it’s the moment the nervous system can no longer sustain the load it has been carrying.

That’s why I’m cautious when resilience is talked about as something we simply need to build more of in children.

Especially when those conversations come without a deep understanding of neurodivergent lived experience.

Because resilience isn’t about forcing children to endure environments that overwhelm them.

Real resilience grows in environments where a child feels:

understood
safe
able to participate as themselves

If we really want to support children to thrive, we need to start by listening. Allowing their lived experience to shape the environments we create around them.