23/03/2026
Today marks the day In 2020 when the world fell silent.
This was the beginning of difficult experiences, sadness and loss for a lot of people. A time of fear, uncertainty and heartache.
For others, a time of stillness, of peace and of reflection.
This was my experience.
I stepped into the space of time to think, to pause and become aware of the feelings within that had not surfaced for many years.
After running a couple of businesses and having children, I was on the treadmill of my life, going through the motions, constantly looking to the future, to secure it and to find the peace and happiness I was searching for. The constant pushing and forcing of my life was draining.
I had always had a strong interest and desire in Spirituality, knowing that this just couldn’t be it,
We lived, we loved and we lost and that was it.
How could this be?
I had visited Spiritualist Churches, taken by a friend at 21 years old and found it fascinating. These people on the platforms were telling us that life continued after this one and they were demonstrating it.
It was powerful.
On the 23rd March 2020 I was allowed to breathe, to inhale and exhale and wonder What did I Want?
My life for a number of years had held responsibility for many things, my children, my staff who I considered friends and cared about deeply. How could I consider my happiness, my future?
I went online and found mediums who were offering development classes and circles. I was surrounded by wonderful inspiring people who clearly knew and understood the Spiritual Realms and I felt out of my depth.
Over the next few years I sat in a closed circle with people whom I consider lifelong friends to this day, I meditated, I journaled and I delved into my Inner World.
What a journey that was, still is and always will be.
I closed my business, lost colleagues, friends and made some enemies along the way, because like myself, nobody likes change.
I made some good decisions and I made some bad ones.
I still pursued what resonated within my soul.
Face the Fear and do it anyway became my new mantra.
Has it all been Love and Light?
I don’t think so.
What I can say is I have met and shared space and time with some incredible people who have each taught me about myself and my place in the World.
The Spirit World have shown and let me experience the most incredible, profound and inspiring moments, too many to mention and for that I am eternally grateful, honoured and privileged.
Even the small quiet moments changed me from the inside out.
Every day I step into something new, and now moving into The Teacher and The Student pushes me out of my comfort zone again.
Life is a constant journey of change, of growth and the juxtaposition of that is we must pause, listen and be present enough to become aware of it, of you and your place in the World.
Allow yourselves that moment, to express yourselves freely and without fear. To experience the fullest, most magnificent version of who you are.
❤️
Jenny p x
