02/04/2026
this photo came up on my memories todayโฆ from 8 years ago
when I was deep in my yogi practice and felt so connected to God
feels like a full circle moment
no full moon transmission from me this monthโฆ
and that feels strange to say, because for a long time, this space has moved in rhythm with the moon
with the cycles
with the need to show up, share, translate what I feel into something for you to hold
but something sacred has been calling me inward
not in a way that feels chaotic or uncertain
but in a way that feelsโฆ steady and peaceful.
I feel like Iโm being invited into a deeper connection with God
and rather than trying to define it, explain it, or turn it into something to shareโฆ
Iโm choosing to honour it
to be with it
to let it unfold in my real life, not just online
to be with my children
my family
the women and mothers Iโm holding in person
the quiet, sacred work that doesnโt need to be seen to be real
this space has been such a beautiful expression of my path
and nothing about that is being rejected or undone
but right now, Iโm being asked to tend to what is in front of me
to listen more deeply
to root into something that feels more private, more devotional
so Iโm taking a step back
not as an ending
but as a soft return to what matters most
maybe Iโve been reaching for this in different ways for longer than I realisedโฆ
not lostโฆ just walking deeper into whatโs true ๐๏ธ
S x