18/03/2026
Sorry not sorry this is part of my Grief story 💔💔💔
In 2021, about to be part of a book launch that I wrote a story in this book about my inner child.
Where I forgave my past and healed through writing my story.
I'm so grateful to of accomplished this amazing thing in my life.
We hit number 1 on the Amazon.
When I school, I was The one that struggled. Couldn't read aloud... couldnt finish anything, couldnt concentrate couldn't be me. I found school a really bad 👎 time In my life.
Since school I've brought up three amazing grown up children that individually have achieved lots and im so proud of them all😘 I still miss the 2 angel babies 👶.
Then when the children were older I started work at Manchester Airport where I eventually became a manager.(proud moment)
I moved onto to other types of security and met Leroy D Joseph moved to London, we travelled and travelled with businesses or just for fun.living life to the fullest.
Then I got the dreaded Big C 😪👎in April 2024.
Between the Menopause, Arthritis, Fibro,what i thought was dyslexia iin my earlier life is probably ADHD.
I had my thyroid removed which had 5 cancers on it.
Life without a thyroid is damn hard let me tell you.
Leroy said let's move north...be around your family more.
We did, I worked in care for over 1 years which I loved but the hours are dreadful. I had to change my direction of work. January this year was due to start a new job in a pharmacy.
I spent just over 1 year 😪 up north with my beautiful husband Happy.
But when that dreaded day came on the 21/01/2026 life stopped
My world 🌎 changed forever 💔💔✋️🛑 work waited ✋️
So in February I've started slowly a 30hour contract for my health. Wow it's difficult learning something new when your in constant pain and grief.
But now 5 years on from when I wrote my story
WOW what my life looks like now 🙃
I'm not sure how the story goes on right now or what im gonna do...
Physically im in pain most of the time. I'm flooded with Grief all the time....
I learning a whole new me.
In 2 weeks Myself and Leroy and Ben and Billy were due to go on a canaries cruise... This is going to be very difficult for me knowing Leroy should be wit
