14/11/2025
Capturing holiday moments on 35 mm film, some with my kids around and some on a day out just with Ansel. Remembering to soak up all of the emotions and moments of motherhood including both the light and dark. Understanding that the darker moments come from love and it’s because I love, I experience feelings anger, disappointment, frustration, loneliness and despair. Maternal ambivalence exists and is a healthy life force. Although our culture doesn’t see it like that. Admitting to the darker feelings in motherhood is taboo and leads to isolation as it discounts part of the maternal experience. Normalising the full experience of motherhood would help to decrease the strength of these darker feelings and help us connect more fully with who we are, with our children and mothers in general. I’m all for it x