22/01/2026
I like to pretend I didn’t know how I got this way — but I do.
Years of not sleeping.
Punishing training limited to basic planes of motion.
Letting the pressures of being a business owner quietly dismantle my nervous system, until chronic hypertension became the background noise of life.
Hitting 40 was a huge moment for me.
There was no way I could choose to live the next half of my life the same way.
Everything had to go.
Everything had to change.
I put my trust in a vision I hold for my future — while knowing, very clearly, that I had no chance of getting there on my own.
My trainer, — well, she’s something else.
Her presence alone is regulating.
Her understanding of the human body is beyond exception — deeply knowledgeable, deeply intuitive.
Ironically, we never actually do yoga 🧘♂️
This was just something I asked to film as part of my “homework.”
Maybe it would be fun to show you how she actually makes me suffer — all in the name of taking responsibility for my shortcomings, undoing the damage, unraveling the self, and discovering how movement reshapes the way we move through