01/12/2024
New Moon 1st December 2024
The Umbrella of Love: Part 1
In recent months, my journey has been marked by profound grief and post-traumatic flashbacks, both of which challenge the very essence of love. I have come to understand that grief is a manifestation of love, and the act of crying serves as a release of that love. This realization has enabled me to navigate my grief in a more organic manner, particularly through the lens of my beliefs in mediumship. When considering various religious perspectives, it becomes evident that many faiths uphold the belief in an afterlife, grounded in their sacred texts and traditions.
Christianity, Judaism, and Islam all speak of an afterlife, offering their adherents the promise of continued existence beyond death. In contrast, Buddhism embraces the concept of reincarnation, rooted in the Buddha's recollection of his past lives upon achieving enlightenment. This suggests that there is indeed something beyond our current existence, allowing us to draw upon the principles of our respective faiths.
Although my belief in life after death is integral to my work, it does not diminish the challenges I face; rather, it provides a unique comfort akin to that found in religious faith. We all experience grief and are entitled to seek solace in our beliefs, knowing that our loved ones remain with us in spirit.
The tears and pain stemming from trauma have facilitated a journey toward self-love, enabling me to lower my defenses and embrace the love of others. For years, I was misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder and dissociative identity disorder. However, after extensive research and guidance from my spiritual allies, I have come to understand that I am experiencing complex post-traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD). This also now confirmed by my psychiatrist is a revelation and has brought me immense relief, allowing me to start to mourn the years lost and the guilt and shame associated with what my children have witnessed. I no longer have to navigate this path alone; I can finally breathe.
I perceive the light growing ever brighter. I have navigated numerous challenges independently, so if you find yourself in pain or resonate with any aspect of my experiences, please do not consider yourself irrational.
Addiction in parents and oneself, emotional neglect, emotional,psychological , physical, and sexual abuse, trauma, abandonment, guilt, and shame, numbness, suicidal ideation, narcissism, and self-harm are all profound struggles and trauma just having one, this starts as a child..mis diagnosed, fibromyalgia
I can likely identify with even more issues; my primary intention is to convey that hope exists. If you choose not to use me for support, I encourage you to reach out to others you feel drawn to that inspire you.
I understand that some services may not meet expectations, but remember that your efforts are instrumental in your journey toward healing, the work you put in will put you on the right path 💕
New moon intentions
Book my course
Do my therapy for my last chapter
Get back to work with Spirit what ever that may entail
Enjoy my loved ones and friends around me, start to let them in with loving boundaries 💕
