18/04/2022
This post was written for another group, but thought Iโd share it here as well ๐
Me and self talk ๐ค๐
Who am I Being when I start to feel nervous about the London event on April 30th?
Iโm Being someone who gets nervous before events and thatโs okay, thatโs just what I do, no biggie. Move on.
Or maybe donโt move on this time. Maybe sit with it for a while and see what comes up. Maybe Be curious and expansive. Maybe Be someone who sees a Growth Opportunity and checks it out.
So thatโs what I do, and a few things come up. I donโt know what to wear. I might not have anyone to talk to, I might have someone to talk to ๐ค, I might fall over, accidentally knock someone out, show my knickers.
And then the biggie comes up.
You will do IT wrong.
Do what wrong?
Do the event wrong.
Could I do that? Is there even a right way to do it? Whereโs the manual? Can we find a manual? Do they have a manual?
There is no manual. No one else needs a manual, and anyway, youโll still do IT wrong. Thatโs what you do, you do things wrong. You get life wrong. You know thatโs true, thereโs plenty of evidence after all.
Woah, hang on a minute! Who are you to tell me what I am! Iโm not wrong! How can this miracle that is me Be wrong!
And then I sit with that. Being curious, Being radical self-forgiveness and Being absolutely sure that I can let go completely of this idea of wrong.
And there it goes. To be relaxed by peace and space.
What would my experience of the Event be without the belief that Iโll do IT wrong?
Iโm interested to find out.
And if I do accidentally knock you out please know that it happened from Love.
And if am showing my knickers please quietly let me know.
Thank you ๐๐