05/03/2026
Morning friends
Today is World Book Day. I love reading, though confess to using an e-reader most of the time now. I love getting lost in a good thriller, not wanting to put it down until I know the ending.
I have a lady now coming in to me and shes a bit unsteady on her feet. Shes swaying from side to side and I'm not sure if its from illness or the 'falling down water' – but I do suspect the latter.
Shes showing me wearing a flared skirt and blouse, with high heels, so I feel I need to go back a while with this lady. She had wavy hair, to her shoulders and red lipstick – the lipstick is important.
She looks about 50 but its hard to age her, and I know she passed through a fall – and this was brought on by too much alcohol. Shes telling me she didn't think she had a problem, though others tried to tell her she did, and she realised, too late, that she did have a big problem. Shes telling me she loved vodka and would drink a bottle a night at times.
Shes telling me this cost her a marriage to a lovely man, he took so much but enough was enough. Shes telling me he took their daughters with him, and she didn't get to see them which broke her heart and so she would drink even more. She didn't blame her husband for looking after their girls, he did a really good job of it and if she had had any sense it would have stopped her drinking.
Shes telling me she would go out partying every night possible and she was known in the area and shes really sorry for this, she now realises how hard it was on the rest of the family and if she could turn back time, she would.
This lady isn't telling me much about her passing or anything, but I feel it was late 60s/early 70s. I know she is still remembered, and occasionally spoken about. Shes telling me she fell over a kerb and hit her head and never recovered, and shes sorry to say it was a bit of a relief to a lot of people as they were worn out trying to help her.
She just wants to say how much she regrets going down that road in life, shes not sure how she started on it, she was suddenly 'just there' and she wishes she had listened to advice and got help. Shes saying 'please, if you're there where I was, get some help now!'.
I hope someone can take this lady, please let me know if you can and please feel free to share.
With love and light,
Jane ###