02/05/2025
👁️ LIVE LIFE THROUGH YOUR OWN LENSE 👁️
Another rude awakening for oneself over the last few days. I merely get 4/5 days before another download and spiritual purge hits me 🤣
I have to laugh it off because I know that it’s going and it’s paving way for brighter things, as ugly and uncomfortable as it is - the divine is doing its thang 💪
I’m absolutely in awe on my own being at the moment, and I so happy to be able to even sit here so boldly and so comfortable to write this. I’ve spent a life living in fear of what others think and never truly letting myself BE. I moved to a city to give myself a chance to fully explore my being and I’m living the ‘pinch me I’m dreaming’ life I always wished for.
It isn’t 100% every day, I have some really fu***ng bad days, horrific ones, I love to be transparent on this page - over the last few weeks I’ve left a relationship, moved house (living alone again), changed jobs, started my music career FINALLY, been in hospital and had to face a lot of past demons.
But throughout it all what remained was my fighting spirit, my soul and my intuition guiding me every step of the way, alongside a handful of amazing human beings.
Did this come from doing too much and burn out - no. It came from ignoring my hearts desires for so long that the universe literally ended everything in my life that wasn’t serving me within the space of a few weeks which then led to be spiralling back into old habits, neglecting my needs and becoming unwell.
Please - listen to your inner being. And I don’t just mean the healthy things, the early nights, choosing cacao over coffee - I mean when your soul is telling you to go out raving with your friends, to tell people how you really feel, to start the business you always dreamed of.
Life is about balance and we cannot deny that light and dark intertwine together and we cannot deny that ultimately we are human beings on a spinning ball with phones that show us what everyone is doing whilst trying to work to live and live to work. It’s mental. So give yourself a break!
I’ve been massively inspired by & - so if this resonates with you, give them a follow ✨❤️🔥🦋👣