Rainbow wings 77

10/02/2022

I am back working in residential childrens homes. I was asked to do a wall display about internal and external locus of control. This is not totally finished 🙈 however I wanted to share it with you 🌈🙏

With valentines day coming up, loving yourself is the biggest gift we can give to ourself.

It enables us to put in boundaries. It enables us to allow others to love us. It enables us to heal our past, to be able to move easier into our future.

Loving and accepting ourself for who we truely are is also a difficult task. It can mean erasing all those opinions that others have projected onto us. It means sitting with the things that we do no like about ourself but we accept that they are apart of who we are.

We all have a choice to either stay the same or we can choose to release all that no longer serves us. When we change we can create the life that we deserve.

We all deserve to be happy, we all deserve to be loved. Life is hard however we can make the journey a little easier.

We are all here to walk each other home, enjoy and embrace the journey 🌈🙏

24/09/2021

Last week I was on retreat. Walking the 🧭 direction of the south on the peruvian medicine wheel.

South is the direction of serpant where we release all that no longer serves us.

I have walked other wheels and like all our healing it has layers. I had to dig deep and work back to the root of the root with the issues that had come up.

I will be starting to share the illumination process to my work. If you feel drawn to experiencing this process please get in touch 🙏

08/09/2021

So today I moved on from aromatherapy diploma to the next level of clinical aromatherapy training. The next few strings to my bow will be manual lymphatic drainage and metamorphic technique. 🧙‍♀️🙏

22/04/2021

Strenght within vulnerability 💜🧙‍♀️ leaving a patient who you know you have had your final verbal conversation with. Sitting with the emotions that its ok to have compassion and to feel the emotions of the patient. 🙏

Every patient teaches me something about either myself or death work. The family said to me today "I have not seen X smile so much as I have this week. You have a great bond with X. Thank you for your support".

And as I write this the text from work to say patient has R.I.P. Fly high were my last words to X.

Sometimes going that extra mile gets me into trouble. I ruffle feathers and make others feel uncomfortable as I give 120%.
I have sat with and supported 20 familes since Halloween. Each with their own story and own journey. Each patient doing it their own way at home. There are times this role gets heavy and I question why we are more compassionate to animals than humans. Thats a different topic for a different day.

This patient asked me why do I not provide private care. My response was its the balance between providing enough support for what families need to what my family needs from me. It will be something I will be moving towards more of I feel.

Sometimes a family is at crisis point before funding is agreed to enable a patient to stay at home. No one should have to struggle like that. When my dad moved in with me, we got no funding, no help as he was not deamed end of life. He knew he was and I knew he was, there was going to be no going back to his home for dad. 19 days later he R.I.P.

Time for some quiet reflection and quiet possibly a cider tonight. 🧙‍♀️🖤🙏

07/04/2021

As from April 12th I can re-open to all clients. I will be limiting to a maximum of 3 clients a day to allow ventilation time in the cabin between clients. Treatment times available will be 09.30, 13.00 or 18.00. I will be offering Reiki, aromatherapy, reflexology, shamanic healing and sound healing. Sessions are £45. I am still available to do distance work via phone with a consultation first, this has worked well during lockdown.
Look forward to seeing you in the new space. This has been a time of change for us all 🙏

24/12/2020

This morning I have been and laid a patient out. Last nights flooding meant that the family had some alone time without a hospice nurse there. As I drove to work I saw 3 Jay birds, I usually have a bird sign when a special patient passes. Jays are important to me.

The love and grief that was there when I arrived. I managed to hold it together and used the rose body wash I use as a final wash. I left books for explaining the death of a loved one for the grand children. Assisted with traffic and road updates so the daughter can get home to her family.

As I drove home the silent tears fell. Grief is so much like the water. It can fall silently, it can gush. I grieve for the daughter who has just lost her mother, the husband who has lost his wife and as a carer who met a kindred spirit.

As I am sat now watching the water roll down the hill a buzzard has just flown over. The sky has some blue and the sun is out. Time to head home and be mum. A new patient comes home today and I start a new journey with them tomorrow night.

To all of you who have lost loved ones over 2020 I will be lighting a candle and raising a glass tonight. You never know how strong you are until you are going through grief of some sort. Remember it may be dark now but the sun will shine again. Love to you all 💜🌈🦋🧙‍♀️🙏

29/07/2018

The Heart sutra is one I use regularly so thought I would share it

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26/11/2017

Whilst reading Soul Retrieval by Sandra Ingerman a paragraph really stood out. It said "In our society the word power is understood by most of us as power over another person". Power needs to be understood as our own personal power. One of my skills is to assist individuals to step into their personal power and to teach them not to give it away to others.

10/09/2017

This weekend I am at the herb festival doing childrens craft activities. Activities have included wheel of the year, drumming, journaling, green man masks, Autumn mandalas, storytelling and free play.