06/02/2026
My world spins wildly.
Constantly.
Unless I am frozen. Then there are no thoughts that spin wildly, only headlight fear.
When we spin, I’m unable to latch on to anything.
And when I do, I’ve been told I hold too tightly.
Eventually, I let go. Just another hyperfixation. People roll their eyes. “It won’t last”, I hear you say.
Did you know that when you say those things, when you roll your eyes, it feels like rejection? It feels like there is something wrong with me and the way that I do things.
I would love to see you tame and catch these thoughts. I notice everything.
I would love to see how you manage yourself when you notice everything.
I would love to see how you tame and catch these thoughts.
I’ve been told I hold too tightly.
I leap instead of taking a small, calculated step when the road ahead is not yet clear.
I dive headfirst into the deep end, overeat, overwatch, and overcompensate to the extreme.
Give it time, I’ll get bored.
She’s inconsistent. She cannot follow through. Work is left incomplete or untouched.
The overwhelm kills me. She’s lazy; she obviously doesn’t care. Oh, on the contrary, sir. You will never know how much anxiety I have because I did not finish that task... let alone start!
I would love to see how you catch and tame these thoughts.
- Me , myself, and our ADHD brain