07/02/2026
I never planned to become a Chandler. In fact, I had no plan and had given up trying to control my life, as I once (thought) I did and instead, as nothing was seemingly going my way back in 2019, I âlet go and let Godâ as the saying goes⌠I fully surrendered to something bigger than me and decided I will go to all the places I am guided to go to and do all the things I am guided to do, even when they never make any logical sense (which they never do). I left my marriage, a successful business and entire life behind in London, bought a campervan and just drove. I thought perhaps Iâd be 3 months⌠but then those 3 months turned into 3 years living in my VDub, Frida and I ended up in Scotland, sleeping in ancient forests, releasing all my grief from a life not lived on the terms of my Soul and I let go of everything I thought I was. When you do this, there can be a period of âsh*t, what now?â âWho am I? What the eff am I here to do??â âWhat is my purpose?â âDo I even have a purpose?â âMaybe I have no purpose!â And on and on the mind will chatter⌠until one day you realise itâs gone quiet and you feel a very unfamiliar feeling throughout your entire Being: Peace. It is then you return. You return from a Human Doing to how you were as a child: a Human Being. It is then that your most valuable treasure is remembered⌠you are a Creator! And a phenomenal one at this! Creativity is restored and itâs like a tap then that can never be switched off, and you wonât want to. After I let go, I went through 4 years of feeling all the fear and all the feelings only to now: I have 4 businesses and one of them is currently being nurtured to become an actual school, where imagination and nature are at its Heart and we nurture children so that they never have to go through all we have, being moulded into shape that isnât us by a system that rewarded conformity and punished uniqueness and inner magic. A New World has arrived⌠and it is marvellous! Can you see it yet? We are open every weekend in Upton Country Park, 11-3pm. If youâd like to know more, pop in and say hello, we have much to share⌠and a lot of Love to give đ
Huge thanks to my beautiful soul sister, Vicky .bcp for the photo of me in creation mode yesterday đš