Love and WHITE LIGHT

29/11/2025

LET SLEEPING GODS LIE…

As we know, when the sleeping serpent (the shakti of Magdalene) awakens and the kundalini rises up the spine, the DF enters into sacred marriage, ancient hieros gamos, or the union of the royal bridegroom and the bride, God and the Soul.

Recently, I connected with the Spirit of the Ash tree (which is the Tree of Life in the Celtic/Norse tradition), and the Phoenix rose up within me and flew up out of my heart & chest.

In Kabbalistic teachings, the Tree of Life is in the Garden of Eden. Right now, the “Son” (or “Sun”) is still sleeping before he re-emerges next March/Easter. So at that time, the transcendent Mother-Father God (Jah/Jalah) and the immanent Son and Daughter (the Lord Yahshua and his Lady Miriam, or Jahday & Jahnah) will all finally come back into full realignment in the Tetragrammaton (Y-H-V-H).

With my Priestess teacher, Spirit took me up into space and we stood at the centre of the solar system. All the planets were aligned—and rotating about li’l old ME… Who knew?

Within Kabbalah teachings, Father, Mother & Daughter are already awake and aligned. But the DM or Son/Sun (the Vav syllable) is sleeping or in stasis… so the DF is having to work doubly hard to bring both DF and DM qualities to bear. And if you’re feeling tired right now, that’s why…

I was “in the black” (a long black Priestess robe with a long train flowing from my shoulders, that made mushrooms and flowers spring up where it trailed on the ground). I felt more powerful than I have ever done, so I realised the power I was feeling wasn’t down to me! On the bodice of my black robe was an incredible goldwork symbol, stitched in pure, solid gold thread. It looked like the sonnenrad or sunwheel of Celtic/Runic/Norse culture and tradition…

>> Don’t jump on me. It is not the N**i black sun, but I apologise if it triggers or offends. Himmler was tapping into this Proto-Germanic lore … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suns_in_alchemy

I’ve drawn what I saw, but haven’t done it justice as I only saw it for a nanosecond. (So sorry, I can’t say exactly how many flames there were, or if they conjoined the inner Sun/Son or not… but you get the gist.)

The fact the flames are not within an outer circle (as per Himmler’s reversed version) shows we are no longer contained in the darkness of Kali Yuga but are free to emerge into the golden age of Satt’Yuga—and so this golden bird didn’t need to be asked twice. She flew from the flames!

But I guess she thought she was flying into the arms of her Beloved—but that tosspot was still snoring his unconcerned head off in the Tree of Life, so that's why she felt such grief and sorrow. And that’s therefore why I felt such sorrow too—the kundalini dislodged old wounding in me as it rose; but I felt the collective sorrow of all who are patiently waiting for the full Y-H-V-H realignment once chummy wakes up.

If my embroidered goldwork sun had an outer edge, it might be showing the cave the Christos resurrected from, or the womb we all emerged from — or indeed the egg. The fact I was “in the black” represents our alchemical emergence from the NIGREDO (Black Sun)… that might be just me (in which case, about time!), but could mean us, the collective consciousness or even the planet… I dunno… You decide! What chimes with how you’re feeling?

But then, in that way I will never fathom, as soon as I finally joined the dots between the Phoenix, Magdalene/kundalini/chrism arising, old woundings being released for healing, the full-on fire and intense pressure of “severity” of bearing down on us whilst moving through the Gevurah sefirot—and realised that this phase we’re going through is the death ceremony of all death ceremonies(!)—this turned up on my timeline from a wonderful contributor who goes under the moniker “Sun Of Justice”…

“My heart mourns for you,
my eyes seek you,
I search for you to see you!
Come to your beloved, come to your beloved!
Wennefer [ cf. another name for Osiris ] justified, come to your sister!
Come to your wife, come to your wife,
Weary-hearted, come to your house-mistress!
I am your sister by your mother,
You shall not leave me!
Gods and men look for you,
Weep for you together.”

From “Lamentations of Isis and Nephthys”
— (P. Berlin 3008, translation by R.O. Faulkner)

Buckle up then Buttercups, strap one on for we just need to hang on till Easter…

Next week will be easier—I’ve cleared what I needed to, am integrating it all and so can move out of Gevurah into Tiferet. 💛

The timing of this is sublime, I’m driving up to Glasgow to see Jamiroquai on Weds, a pilgrimage to Funk and to Self…

After all, I AM a Rock Dust Light Star—but deep at heart, I’m just a Cosmic Girl, from another galaxy… 🎵🎶

Beyond excited. Can’t afford it, but what the heck…

But I sure am gonna look hot in my new frock from TikTok shop!

29/11/2025

Go on, ask it a question. Astonishingly accurate and insightful answers to what I asked ...🎯🔮

Runes are a method of divination similar to the Tarot or the I Ching. Runes are an ancient Germanic alphabet, used for writing, divination and magic

21/11/2025

Be the LOVE you were destined to be. (I must be in 5D then -- no more scrubs for me!)

16/11/2025

Of course it's cold and wet, it's Saturday. Clearly, someone upstairs is saying stay indoors (which is a perfect time for sitting quietly and going inside too!) Because this is the seaon for letting go of whatever no longer serves you, and bringing your energy back to you, renewed and revitalised, in the first greening...

So take 5 minutes today to release what’s been holding you back, and invite in growth and transformation in its place

* Lock the bedroom door (the cat or dog will only want to join you!)
* Sit on your bed with your journal and a pen that works(!), take three deep breaths.
* Open your journal and write down one thing (a belief, habit, thought or behaviour) that you no longer want to see in your life and that you’re ready to release.
* Consider how holding on to this belief or behaviour has limited your life and your growth.
* Write down an empowering statement that removes the negative through or behaviour and replaces it with something positive and uplifting (ie. something like “I release fear and welcome courage”).
* Close your eyes, take another deep breath, and visualise yourself stepping forward — lighter, freer, renewed... and this is the key thing... AS IF IT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED.

Transformation starts with awareness of something that needs to change, and then determination to change and grow. The simple practice above helps clear emotional space and open up to the next version of yourself.

13/11/2025

I was asked about “shadow work” the other day and whether it was safe, or whether it was demonic. For me, it is not just safe, it’s essential work. Parts of you are trapped deep inside your unconscious—where something happened to you that was so traumatising, so iniquitous, that you just can’t face it.

It’s a bit like a bad boot block on your computer, a part of you is so damaged that the system locks it off so it can’t stop the rest of you from running properly. So the bad boot block (or the damaged part of you) takes one for the team, and locks itself away, so the rest of you isn’t continuously traumatised by the event. Thing is, it’s your energy, and you’ve lost it to the shadows. So you need it back (and it wants to come back). So don’t leave it languishing in the shadows… can help you clear this stuff if you need; just ask!

But when people say that you need to heal yourself to arrive at divine union this suggests that somehow you are broken. Nonsense, you are not broken. Your soul isn’t broken either. There is nothing that needs to be fixed, nor is there anything that has to be “done” within this connection. Just release the shadow and bring your energy back cleansed, repatriated and ready for action…

Internal healing (“the inner work”) is a lifelong development process that takes practice, commitment, kindly patience with yourself and an awful lot of introspection. You’re effectively conducting a lifetime appraisal on yourself where you accept and forgive yourself for times you came up short, whilst also taking responsibility for your own actions (or inactions).

Under universal law, we act as mirrors to everyone we meet and attract towards us those who are closest to our own frequencies. If we sense negativity in people we meet, it’s time to stand in front of the mirror and see what needs to be looked at in ourselves to clear our shadow.

The great thing about shadow work is you’re freeing aspects of yourself that have been trapped and hidden deep within our unconscious self. Consequently, if you’re on a twin flame (or twin soul) journey (whether they be physical or non-physical), as you heal your inner wounds, your twin will be restored on an energetic level too. And if they are working on themselves at the same time, you will be restored at an energetic level too—so it’s win-win.

But, as in all things, the person you should be focusing on restoring is YOU. Knowing your core values and beliefs helps you magnetise your twin, someone who truly aligns with you, to foster a deeper and more meaningful connection.

Layers of shadow (negativity) are peeled away. This is the “unfoldment”. As time goes on, all you will feel is unconditional love for your twin. You don’t NEED them as such, but your desire to be with them is strong, like magnets that attract rather than repel. That is love in its purest form, where you’ve reached a high vibrational state but have no need of them or anyone else to complete you… because you’ve completed yourself.

Of course, when you are unfolded, you’re not only magnetising your twin, you’re magnetising everyone you meet. Your energy is palpable. (FYI: This is how twin flames are collectively supporting planetary ascension.) As unconditional love shared on a global scale. Boom! (Equally, if you have a twin in spirit, or as a discarnate connection, they will have tweaked your vibrational frequency to lift it up to theirs.)

But, if you’re blaming your twin for anything that didn’t work out, or finding fault with them or anyone else, you’re not fully healed.

This is what the process is all about: reaching a point where you love unconditionally with no expectations of anyone or negative intentions for anyone.

If you have no desire to be with your twin, (who is a part of you for eternity and always has been), due to circumstances that are out of your control in the physical world, live your best life.

Be of service to others and continue to look within to improve upon yourself. Again, any positive improvements made on yourself are transferred energetically to your twin no matter what the dynamic is.

But know this, you do not need to heal yourself, or the other person, to come into union within yourself or with your twin. Or to realign with Father Mother God as the embodiment of The Son or The Daughter.

This is a misconception, one I was guilty of at the start too.

First off, you and your twin are already one soul, and rooted in unity consciousness (which is the ultimate expression of unconditional love). Hence your soul is perfect, because God-Goddess made it that way.

Thus our journey to reunification with Father Mother God is a journey of the soul, not the mind. Healing centres on the mind (I could have done that better; I should have been kinder there…) There is much hype about healing your inner child, or healing your mother or father wounds or wounds of abandonment because it’s someone’s hustle…

So it’s not necessary to heal yourself at this level, nor is healing your attachment style at some expensive weekend retreat—and there is no need to revisit or heal past trauma, or righting the wrongs of a past life by clearing your karma, or deep cleansing your chakras with sound baths, mirror work, mindfulness, yoga, sound baths or drug addled sweat lodges…

By all means seek support for your mental health if something is do***ng you, because mental health is everything.

But the twin soul journey isn’t a journey of the mind. It is your soul’s journey, and your twin soul is there to mirror what you don’t (or won’t) see within yourself, areas that you need to shift and energetically clear.

Hence the twin soul journey is one of shifting up a gear and into your soul’s alignment (or realignment) with The Father and The Mother.

And frankly, it can’t come soon enough… (But for all of us, not long to wait...)

13/11/2025

Date for your Diaries next February

I'll be attending the Suffolk Witchcraft Market at Blackbourne Community Centre, Elmswell, Suffolk IP30 9UH on 22nd February 2026.

And I shall be bringing my Spirit Healing with me -- and sharing another guided meditation in a workshop.

Lots to see and enjoy at Emma's events.
Come as you are, leave better!

11/11/2025

Question: It’s 3am, you woke suddenly needing the answer to this…

If everything fell away… if there was no-one watching, no job, no title, no business, no label, no conditioning or programming, no duty, no family expectations, and no responsibilities, who are you?

08/11/2025

I am so blessed, and receiving profound revelations as I work my way through a course with Catherine Tiferet Levi School of Enlightenment. In a nutshell, we are called to embody the divine (re)unification and to bring the Son (Lord Yeshua) back into alignment with Father/Mother and the Lady. As ever with Catherine’s teaching, this course does not disappoint.

I have made the realisation that an important part of understanding reunification is that we are both Goddess and the human embodiment of those energies, desires, wills and purpose that are the Mother.

If you go right back to the beginning and into the Babylonian pantheon, then in Inanna, we have the ancient Goddess of Heaven and Earth (who presumably equates to the Essenian or Nasarean concept of Divine Mother, Jalah).

And across multiple traditions >>

* The aspect of Divine Mother that is INANNA, embodies in human form as ENHEDUANNA.
* Divine Mother SOPHIA embodies as MOTHER MARY
* The aspect of Divine Mother that is ISIS embodies as MARY MAGDALENE, aka Lady Miriam, the Daughter ... and we are here now as Magdalene’s embodiment
* VENUS (as Venner) embodies as QUEEN GWYNHYFAR (Guinevere)
* QUAN YIN comes as MIAOU SHAN
* The VAJRAYOGINI comes as YESHE TSOGYAL in human form
* VESTA embodied in her Vestal Virgin priestesses
* And Celtic goddess Brid or BRIDGID found human embodiment as St Bridget (and then as the 19 Virgin Priestesses of Kildare)

(There are more I could cite in all traditions… I’m just making the example…)

We are here as the human embodiment of Divine Mother and (as Magdalene priestesses) of Lady Miriam of Migdal-eder.

I have always felt that I am here as LOVE, seeking the equal and opposite expression of that love from my Beloved… I figured that I was bigging myself up, or getting all purple prose to find a poncey way of saying “finding a nice man to get old with”…

But at last, I’m realising it’s my job to do this! I didn’t become a high priestess, I have always been one! Yes even since taking sacred lovers in high temple in Sumeria! (Nice work if you can get it!)

The key point is that all of these pairings and embodiments have the power to regenerate life.

In Isis’ case, her beloved Osiris is murdered, the body and certain critical body parts go missing and Isis has to pull them back together again to regenerate her beloved… half man, half God Osiris.

Isis restores Osiris’ body once it’s "re-membered"; she resurrects Osiris.

Magdalene (the Lady Miriam, or The Daughter) too is the only person at the tomb of Yeshua (the Lord, or the Son). Perhaps she wasn’t just waiting and pining. Just maybe she had more to do with his coming back to life than we’ve so far given her credit for...

For we are the love that remains after death.

We are the love that is here to work miracles by bringing love back to life — especially when we carry the energy and soul purpose to do so.

And we are also here to restore or rebirth “The Son”.

The Son is not asleep as such; but he is currently dead to the world, his fragments scattered. The Son needs The Daughter (his “Bride”) to put him back together...

Before y’all roll your eyes, I had this confirmed to me in meditation with the wonderful Hunt last Thursday.

I entered the Tree of Life through the roots, went up through its trunk and into the branches… Fast asleep and lying in the branches was my divine masculine counterpart. We were to fly into the heavens and my DMC was meant to carry us like an eagle into the heavens… Nah, not so much, my DMC didn’t have the strength! Heck, he could barely open his eyes; he had nothing left to offer.

So I became the eagle instead and I carried HIM up into the high heavens to restore him. We flew to the unmanifest realm, the quantum realm where there is no form — there was no future appearing for me yet (it was all rhythmically pulsing frequencies, all blues, purple and green).

OK, so my future was still being created — but if my path is to be the human embodiment of Goddess I have no future until the Son, our Son (indeed he's even my Son!) is restored to Himself.

But in love, I carried him to a place where he could receive that healing, restoration and regeneration — and if he is to be awake by Easter that’s no time to wait for Father/Mother, Lord & Lady, Son & Daughter to be reunited…

Resurrection at Oestre? What are the chances? (It’s almost like this was planned…)

PS: if you can ever join development courses with either Catherine or Margaret, don’t think twice, run to join like your house is on fire…

04/11/2025

Autumn teaches us the importance of shedding what we no longer need, just as the trees let go of their leaves. Should feel like a time for easing off and taking our foot off the throttle...

But it's also a time for taking stock of how we're "feeling" -- and many pundits and spiritual teachers out there espouse the notion that how we are "feeling" stems from outside influences, or the so-called ascension energies.

I hate to break it to you, but this is just not true.

Everything we experience stems from our own thoughts and emotions and we can’t pass the buck to anything or anyone for making us feel like this… not the full moon, nor ascension, not nothing.

So this is the perfect time of year to take ownership of how we feel and realise that we are completely responsible for this feeling.

In my case, my predominant feelings are that I am lonely, I am feeling abandoned, I seem to long for a love that will never come. So what are the reasons I feel this way…? (My business to know, but I'm going the distance...)

When we take the time to go within, miracles will happen because we can see the truth and cause of our symptoms. I can see why I created the conditions that dog my footsteps (ie. a need to protect myself from being hurt by the very things I want most, and some misplaced need for self-flagellation pinned on me by family or society (or whatever).

Once we know the truth behind it, we can then love ourselves and heal ourselves—and if we can fully accept this, then we should know that if we created the problems, for whatever reason, we have the power to heal them too.

So… the question is, what would you like to release and say goodbye to?

When we acknowledge what is holding us back and consciously release it, we create space to move forwards.

You might like to try a simple ritual of release over the next few days:

• Light a candle, speak aloud what you are letting go of, then blow out the flame.
• Or, write it down on a piece of paper and either burn it safely in a fire, or bury it in the earth.
• Then ignore it, and symbolically, leave the ashes to feed the fertile soil of your soul; there were some good things this year and those are the good seeds that you will carry forward to the greening, the first Spring, at Imbolc.

And this isn’t witchy, it's just the circle of life… Time to let the past go before those ascension energies cripple you.

The cinnamon cat of truth is watching, and waiting... and willing you on!

31/10/2025

2 years ago (heck even 6 months ago), I had such surety that I would find my Beloved—for “he” had come to me in a dream, and told me we would be together in EVERY sense of the word. I was exultant, for I knew this was the moment I had longed for, my life purpose, the start of rejoining Mother Father Beloved, indeed of BEing the Beloved…

Now I feel I’m going backwards… Some days it makes me despondent, I’m working soooo sincerely yet seemingly going nowhere fast.

Of course, maybe that’s the point of arriving at the ultimate destination, it’s a return, not a rebirth. So all the healing I do, or share, is still leading me where I’m meant to be. So I guess this eternal push-me-pull-you of tugging energy is OK.

Last night in dreams, another test. A demon came to me in snarling fury, all ferocious masculine energy. ME: “Oh f**k off! What do you want now?” Time was I’d have thought it was my fault he’d come, probably seeking vengeance for my serving the Dark in past lives but walking away from “him” to return to the Light. (I have had many such dreams over the last 10 years, where somehow the ills of the world were my fault.) Last night, more in irritation than fear, I held my ground, reached out and just crumpled “him” like so much waste paper to throw in the trash. (Yeah Buster, and don’t come back!)

The clues to this backing and forthing of progress are all around. I went on a spiritual journey last weekend up to Holywell and the Wirral. Since I came home, two of my rescue cats have been acting weird. Titch is a very pretty girl, but a very picky eater. It’s the devil’s own work to get food into her some days whereas Stripey will eat anything that’s not nailed down… He fancies her rotten but she’s way out of his league and lets him know it. (He has to change his approach… The feline masculine just ain’t close to the feline feminine yet!)

Stripey comes to me every night, like a lover, to be cuddled in bed. Titch on the other hand likes to sleep on her own, but has taken to sleeping next to me since I got back from the Wirral. She lies on my left side; Stripey lies on my right, trying to figure out whether to snuggle up to her or to me… Because that hurts his head, he does nothing and sleeps by my feet instead, as if he’ll figure it out in the morning…

Hmmm, aside from the Divine Masculine still being largely asleep, what do we reckon, an analogy for the two outer pillars of the sephirot trying to reunify with the centre and Tiferet…??

Whatever else, I have learned we can’t enter Divine Union by being in the same vibration we were in when Separation was created—we have to step into a higher vibration, and have trust, intent, clarity, alignment, gratitude and openness to All to dwell in that higher realm.

But when we do, we give Mother Father Beloved a home in which to dwell; they can come down to Earth so we can go “up”…

On retreat, I was shown an egg, amethyst at its core (surrounded by emerald green shell). My teacher was also guided to give me an amethyst egg. My egg was like this one, on its side...

Maybe it's time we all start to get laid? 💜💚
I'm so ready for Divine Union xx

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29/10/2025

If you're ready to die to who you were so that you can be reborn as who you have been destined to be, it's time to go on a little journey... You can listen here... 👇👇👇 Why? Because it's time!

https://audio.com/desideratarose/audio/l-wl-death-rebirth-at-samhain