29/03/2026
When “I should go to the gym” meets “I’m actually exhausted”
Today was supposed to be a gym day.
But I wasn’t feeling it.
That internal tug‑of‑war:
“I must go or I’m letting myself down”
vs.
“I’m tired, something feels off.”
For years, that first voice always won.
Push harder.
Do it anyway.
If you dont you will be poorly.
But today unfolded differently.
As the day went on, and the gym had already closed, I realised something important:
Maybe it doesn’t have to be all or nothing?
Maybe there’s another way?
So I moved my body at home.
Nothing too structured.
A few tunes, responding to how my body wanted to move.
A few bits from the workout I’d planned, not the full weights or reps,
just what felt right for me today.
A long stretch in child’s pose because it felt so good.
And I noticed how strong the inner critical voice was but realised ...
This wasn’t me “failing” to go to the gym.
This was me choosing to tune into my body
Self‑trust over self‑pressure.
When was the last time you listened to what your body really needed?