18/11/2025
Navigating this portal of transition…
the shedding, unfolding, remembering,
the realising of who I’m not
and the return to who I truly am —
it’s ego-destroying.
A beautiful unveiling. ✧
Just before I stepped into the EMBER teacher training, my body began whispering… then shouting.
Energy draining.
Feeling misaligned with my work.
The instinctive pull to withdraw.
A deep knowing that change was coming.
And the moment the journey began, my body finally felt safe enough to release everything it had been holding.
The dam broke.
My nervous system went haywire,
intense pain, endometriosis flare, haemorrhagic cysts,
random nerve surges all over my body, full-body fatigue, chronic dizziness,
widespread pain, insomnia, nightmares.
All of it. All at once.
But I’m grateful for the shadow work that’s carried me here, because I recognised this as an initiation.
This is happening for me, not to me.
I’m meeting every sensation with presence.
Letting the ego dissolve.
Letting the truth rise.
Letting my roots thicken as I grow through the dark.
This is the messy, sacred part of becoming.
The heaviness before the light.
The unraveling before the expansion. ✦
I’m embracing all of it.