20/04/2026
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This quote was really needed today.
Yesterday I was absolutely gutted 😿 as in I just blew up at mile 9 and felt I couldn’t continue despite fuelling spot on and going out conservatively and building the pace up just as I always try to do.
I tried my best to continue but i just couldn’t.
It affected me mentally for all this time afterwards as well. I love this Sport 🏃♂️ and anyone who knows me knows I take it so seriously and obsessed and it’s an addiction and how much I love it.
But I’ve realised now that for too long I have been putting WAY too much emphasis on worrying about the end goal 🥅 and almost being TOO DESPERATE and OBSESSED to want to try to always PB and being PB obsessed and it being the be all and end all.
Yesterday it just wasn’t meant to be and it was just meant to be a bad day yesterday but in the past I’ve had what I thought were “Off days” but still come in with a 2:56, 3:01 or 3:12 and not appreciated them as much as I should have. And then just because yesterday was THAT sh*tty I just let it ruin the rest of my wknd and still not over it.
So it’s made me appreciate that from now on I should enjoy and celebrate the good days and performances even when/if I don’t PB and just enjoy the process and just enjoy it for the enjoyment and just let the end goal take care of itself without entertaining thinking about it or putting any extra pressure on myself. I’m very good under pressure and I love it but constant needless stress and pressure on yourself constantly obsessing over PB’s doesn’t help. Marathon blocks and races are tough enough already.
Just need to change my approach and just purely enjoy it all and enjoy the hard work and just enjoy it all and then what’s meant to be will take care of themselves. When they are meant to be the PB’s will take care of themselves.
So onwards and upwards and as I’m still relatively fresh, I will be on the start line for Leeds Marathon in 3 weeks now and bounce back straight away before taking a well deserved 4 month off season before the Valencia block starts 😂.
Can’t Wait!
A VERY RARE bad day yesterday but onwards and upwards now!