14/11/2025
There was no “3 days before comp” post yesterday….
Yesterday was a struggle.. I’ve debated only posting the positive aspects because there were some great ones… but there was also another side, a less pretty side of the day.
I try to stay real and honest on here, so this was yesterday which started with very little sleep…
***4 hours of sleep, I actually woke up at 12.37am, I even laughed as that was still almost the day before still! 🤣
*** Early PT sessions but with a break so Sebastian and I took a 🌞 and very warm walk over to Starbucks for a pupachino (him not me)
*** Back to the gym and then we were done for the morning, feeling really 🥱 by this point
***One of my clients is a reflexologist and so I had a session with her yesterday, she knows me very well, she performed her magic on me with an energising and balancing hormones treatment. 😘 this is why today I feel so much better!
***Seb and I then had a lovely walk through the fields around Purton and saw a deer 🦌 and had lots of nice chats with other dog 🐶 owners
***I started getting in my own head yesterday afternoon though, about some of the aspects of the comp, my body hurting, whether I can do it, doubting myself, feeling all of the pressure!
***then I had an unpleasant call with a family member which triggered some pretty dark feelings and emotions and a headache…
***add on top some pretty awful health concerns which the doctor is unsure whether they are menopausal or CADASIL related or both at the moment and I spiralled… 🕳️
*** Bedtime was one of my earlier ones at 6.45pm (don’t judge me) 🤣😬, I took a sleeping pill 💊 and vowed for today to be better. Thanks 🙏 to Tony Lee for covering my class.
***I have slept for 9 hours, I don’t look as much like a bull frog 🐸 as I thought I might and I’ve put on a brighter 💄 so into the gym Sebastian and I go because the reflexology always resets me, my body and my mind, I’ve actually had some sleep, life isn’t waiting for me and I have plans this weekend..! Comp day is coming!
***And no there was not a single burpee done all day! Although I suspect I will get some at training tonight… 💪