Meditation Angels Crystals Reiki with Yvonne Bottarelli.

06/11/2025

Full Moon Purging ✨Violet Flame Healing

We are undergoing such incredible transformation in these final months of the year —
waves upon waves of high vibration flowing from our Sun and yesterday’s Full Moon.

Last night, under her silver light, I was graced with a deep purging of guilt…
Not just any guilt — but that sacred ache a mother carries, believing she should’ve done better.

Triggered by a tender moment with my precious granddaughter,
the pain rose — the tears, the memories, the feeling of not being enough.

Late into the night, I sat with the Violet Flame and the Ho‘oponopono prayer,
bathed in the moon’s shimmering silver light, surrendering every version of myself
who once believed she had failed.

And as I surrendered, I felt the wound of the Mother — personal, ancestral, universal —
rising to be cleansed.

Then, the Moon whispered:

“You are being invited to release the ancestral story that mothers must suffer to prove their love.”

🌕 My Prayer:

Beloved Grandmother Moon, luminous keeper of cycles,
you who have watched mothers and daughters since the beginning of time —
I open my heart to your healing light tonight.

Your rays touch the wound within me where guilt has hidden in shadow.
Illuminate it with your silver fire so that I may see it with love, not judgment.

As you pull the tides, draw from me the old sorrow of “not enough,”
and transmute it in your sacred glow.

Let every mother within me — past, present, ancestral — be bathed in compassion.
May my heart remember its innocence, and may the Violet Flame rise within me,
turning guilt to grace, and heaviness to light.

Under your watchful eye, I forgive myself.
I forgive every version of me who was still learning.
I release her now into your arms to be healed, restored, and made whole.

✨ So it is. So it has always been. So it shall continue, in the rhythm of your eternal light. ✨
🌸⭐️💫

13/08/2025

Trigger warning maybe ladies, not such a short post either.

I think what sickens me the most is that I’m a 60 old grandmother.
What maddens me the most,
is that this is not tinder, this was a free zoom chat. booked through my work as an holistic coach.

How dare you !!!!!!
How absolutely dare you,
you are despicable, just NO !
To the man who represents what is sick in this world.
May God forgive you,
let karma bless you 10 times over.

When I finished our conversation, I felt so violated. I thought, I didn’t want to tell anyone.
Because of how embarrassed I felt, and humiliated..

But maybe it should be said out loud because all too often women forget their place is to be heard .

You live in the Netherlands but plan to come to England in the near future.
You asked about having coaching and you seemed genuine.
You proceeded to tell me,
you were suffering with anxiety, and needed to take some deep breaths you told me how nice you were feeling. !!
I sensed the red flags and asked you to place your hands on your heart.
It’s a good way to bring you into a calmer space,
but truthfully what I wanted, was see your hands.!
But you didn’t lift your hands.
You proceeded to tell me you would pay for all your session in advance.
I was trying to read what was going on here, did you genuinely need help?

Then decided you were having another anxiety moment!
where you needed to close your eyes and take some deep breaths. You asked if I could breathe with you,
to help you feel more safe.
I told you I didn’t need to, you were doing okay without me,
Then you told me where you came from originally in Africa, you chant to bring in calm,
and you asked me to make the sound ooh ooh ooh.

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13/08/2025