FTB meditation

12/11/2025

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
Grant me the courage to change the things I can
And
The wisdom to know the difference x

02/11/2025

Space facts!

23/10/2025

https://youtu.be/_aHGpfXtgRg?si=XKCKHorsULq534qg

This speaks to me

you ever felt an overwhelming pull to step back from the world? In this profound exploration, w...

15/10/2025

Today i had some thoughts, and had to write them down

My theory on being lost

What is it to be lost, i, like many others have been lost, looking for a purpose, i spent many years like this.

It wasn’t so much lost, but being in a position of zero clarity, so many thoughts in conflict. This has been brought forward in my vision, by the murder of ian watkins. If you dont know him, he was the lead singer of a band called the lost prophets, i loved their music, but he was sent to jail as the worst, child s*x offences doesn’t quite describe the monster he was. I instantly stopped listening to their music. How could i like the music created by a monster? (conflict.) Ian watkins was murdered, in prison, by 2 men. Since then there has been many posts saying well done to the 2 men, i was on the verge of joining in, buy those men a beer, etc, kinda thought, my opinion is, people of such crimes don’t deserve to live alongside us. As much as i think judgement should be reserved by everyone of everything, i will make my judgement call on that and stick by it. (clarity.) But, those men who carried out his murder, 1 was in for subjecting a woman to r**e for 2 days before she escaped and the other a murderer, n they killed him over a drug debt, not for anything good, like he was a monster that doesnt deserve life, (big conflict.) These ‘men’ are not heros.

Conflicts in thoughts, by now we all know their is dark and light in the world, and depending on how we let life affect us, is which side we choose to reside, im happy with the thoughts that human life is grey, its not black and white, but us that learn about spirituality know that creation is in our thoughts, in our conscious, their is no grey, our intentions and will show our truths, its white or black, light or dark, and being lost is where we expose ourselves.

We are who we are, im not really here to judge, but i know im the light, and when i was lost, there was so much darkness around me, it led to the conflicts in my thoughts, the deeper sub-concious that knows no lies, knew that i was light that was surrounded by darkness thoughts, thats what the conflict was, but i am the light that works in the dark, i am not the dark. This works the other way round, if you are in the dark and you get surrounded by light then you will be confused, and in conflict in your own thoughts.

So the confusion is in fact why we feel lost, our higher selves know our will and intentions, and anything that works against that, just doesnt make sense, leads to confusion. Being in a position of clarity allows us to be authentic and genuine to who we are, and thus will remove that feeling of lost, allowing us to better understand our purpose.

08/10/2025

Feels

12/09/2025

It works for me

08/09/2025

lol

20/08/2025

For all the ‘trusting fools’ out there, this is a lovely way to think x

15/08/2025

Not sure if this is meant to be a joke, or a message x but love is always the answer x

08/08/2025

Wise words from 12 years ago x if I’d of quit then, I wouldn’t be here now x

05/08/2025

So today’s task was tryin my hand at channelling automatic writing, big thanks to Virginia for setting the scene to allow this to come through…

Sat around the tree of life, we asked for information upon our purpose, It reads…

You already know
Your mission is always the flow
SLIDE
but not away
SLIDE ALONG
reach the corner and go round as you
you are the path
Lefts and rights are distractions
FOCUS on you
Focus on path
Come back soon

30/07/2025

I’m kinda with him