09/10/2025
As we come into baby loss awareness week, I wanted to take the time to honour all of our babies that we have lost but will never be forgotten.
Ten years ago, I lost my first baby & one of my tubes after a ruptured ectopic. After that, I went on to have 4 miscarriages over the course of the next few years. The ache in my heart every single time whilst still grieving the last loss all just became a living nightmare. Having to put on a brave face of “everything is ok” when in reality, after every miscarriage I lost a little bit more of myself. From the day of that first loss I will forever be on a healing journey. A healing journey from which I knew I had to help other ladies to not feel alone. To not feel like they have nowhere to turn. To be heard and to feel held, when another month passes by where they are still filled with grief and no pregnancy.
Through releasing lots of deep, stuck trauma, balancing my hormones, bringing my body emotionally and physically back into alignment and safety, I began to feel strong enough to try again. I then fell with my little rainbow baby.
I still lived everyday on my nerves, feeling robbed of any enjoyment I should have felt during my pregnancy, as the constant triggers kept flooding back.
I love Myleene Klass & the work she has done around miscarriage awareness. I always found such comfort when she revealed that the DNA of the babies we have lost through miscarriage, remains in our bodies forever.
One of the most important things we do in our sessions (especially the first one) is to create a safe space for our ladies to feel heard. It’s something I'd never felt until I found Clare Spink. Each and every one of our beautiful ladies are never just a number. From the minute you walk through the door we are right by your side. You become a part of our heart whilst we sit with your every emotion, holding space for you.
I will never fully understand why the world puts us through so much pain. However, I will forever be grateful that I do this work and go on a healing journey with you all.
Light your candle, write a letter or go to that place where you feel at peace. Honour your babies & know they're always holding your hand 🫶
