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21/01/2026

What happens when you know better but can’t do better? This question is not innocent, it matters more than we think.
Notice that when awareness has nowhere to go, it doesn’t just sit there neutrally. It turns inward: you may notice it as restlessness. A low-grade anxiety constantly humming in the background.
It’s the sense of feeling under-utilised, non-useful, unexpressed, living below our potential or feeling dissatisfied with our everyday actions—without a clear reason why.
This is how you know something within you is asking to be lived, not just being thought about or known about.
When self-awareness doesn’t find a place to be integrated in our everyday life, it often turns into self-doubt: you start wondering if you’re the problem; if you’re lazy, unfocused, ungrateful, afraid, etc.
And over time, something more grave starts happening: you begin to lose trust in yourself.
This manifests in the moments when you know better, but you don’t act on it. Those moments when you sense a pull but, instead, you keep waiting for more signs, for clearer instructions or for “answers” that take too long to arrive.
And the longer the gap between knowing and doing stays unaddressed, the more tempting it becomes to either numb ourselves… or distract ourselves… or keep collecting just one more framework, just one more mindset hack, or one more reason that, like hocus-pocus, would finally make us get up and go all-in.
Without realising it, we’ve entered the vicious cycle of hoping for clarity and expecting it to arrive from the outside.

In 1884, a young Russian doctor named Anton Chekhov coughed up blood and understood the meaning instantly. Tuberculosis....
19/01/2026

In 1884, a young Russian doctor named Anton Chekhov coughed up blood and understood the meaning instantly. Tuberculosis. In the nineteenth century, it was not an illness so much as a slow verdict. Years of weakening lungs, exhaustion, and an early death. Chekhov was only twenty-four. He could have withdrawn into caution or bitterness. Instead, he chose urgency.

Chekhov had grown up poor in the port city of Taganrog, raised under a violent father whose failed grocery business dragged the family into debt. As a teenager, Anton stayed behind alone to finish school while the rest of his family fled to Moscow. He survived by tutoring, selling short comic sketches to magazines, and writing whenever he could. By sixteen, he was already supporting himself with words.

When he reunited with his family and entered medical school in Moscow, the pressure only intensified. His father could not provide, so Anton paid the rent, bought food, and kept everyone afloat by writing relentlessly. He studied medicine by day and wrote late into the night, often sleeping only a few hours. By the time he graduated as a doctor, he had already published hundreds of stories. That was also the year he learned he was dying.

Chekhov made a decision that defined his life. He would not choose between medicine and literature. He would do both. He would treat the sick and write honestly about human life. He would help people while he still could.
In 1890, already ill, he undertook a brutal journey across Siberia to Sakhalin Island, a remote penal colony where Russia sent its forgotten prisoners. He traveled for months over terrible roads, not for fame, but to see the truth. On Sakhalin, he interviewed thousands of prisoners and exiles, conducted a full census, and documented the cruelty of the system. His work forced Russian society to confront what it preferred to ignore.

Soon after, he settled at a small estate called Melikhovo. There, he quietly became the doctor for surrounding villages. He treated peasants for free, paid for their medicine, and never turned anyone away. When cholera swept through the countryside in 1892, Chekhov volunteered as district doctor for dozens of villages and factories. He treated the infected daily, organized containment efforts, and worked himself to exhaustion, fully aware that every exposure shortened his own life.

At the same time, he built. He funded and oversaw the construction of schools, helped establish fire stations, improved roads, and supported libraries. Children he would never see grow up studied in buildings he paid for with money earned from his writing.
And the writing never stopped. In these same years, Chekhov transformed world literature. His stories captured ordinary people with startling precision. His plays The Seagull, Uncle Vanya, Three Sisters, The Cherry Orchard changed theater forever, replacing grand heroics with quiet truth, longing, and restraint. He wrote about people as they were, not as they wished to appear.

His health steadily declined. The blood returned. His strength faded. Only late in life did he allow himself personal happiness, marrying actress Olga Knipper in 1901. They had three brief years together.

In 1904, in a small hotel room in Germany, Anton Chekhov died at forty-four. His final moments were calm. He accepted a glass of champagne, said simply that he was dying, and slipped away.

In less than half a century, he had rewritten literature, treated thousands of patients for free, fought epidemics, built schools, exposed injustice, supported his family, and left behind works still read and performed across the world.

Chekhov once wrote that life becomes impossible without trust in people. He lived as if that were true, even when his own time was running out.He did not have a long life. But he refused to let it be a small one.

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08/01/2026

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04/01/2026
Asking the right question is preferable to the proposed “solutions” offered by false prophets. Don’t you think?
02/01/2026

Asking the right question is preferable to the proposed “solutions” offered by false prophets. Don’t you think?

Goodbye old world, hello brave new world. To shape a better future, put aside anxiety and summon your bravery.Human civi...
01/01/2026

Goodbye old world, hello brave new world. To shape a better future, put aside anxiety and summon your bravery.
Human civilization – from religion to politics – has been built on words. Since words made us the rulers of the world, humans have been tempted to identify with words. However, everything made of words will gradually be taken over by AI. Even the words spoken by the inner voices inside our heads, will be shaped by AI. So humanity’s koan for 2026 is: When my words belong to someone else, who am I?
To remain free, it is time for humans to identify less with words, and to make a spiritual leap that we have avoided for millennia. More than 2,000 years ago, the Tao Te Ching said: "The truth that can be expressed in words is not the ultimate truth."
Now is the time to find the truth that lies beyond words.

31/12/2025

Home is not where you were born.

Home is where all attempts to escape seize.

my wish to y'all

“A man cannot live intensely except at the cost of the self. Now the bourgeois treasures nothing more highly than the se...
29/12/2025

“A man cannot live intensely except at the cost of the self. Now the bourgeois treasures nothing more highly than the self (rudimentary as his may be). And so at the cost of intensity he achieves his own preservation and security.

His harvest is a quiet mind which he prefers to being possessed by God, as he does comfort to pleasure, convenience to liberty, and a pleasant temperature to that deathly inner consuming fire.

The bourgeois is consequently by nature a creature of weak impulses, anxious, fearful of giving himself away and easy to rule. Therefore, he has substituted majority for power, law for force, and the polling booth for responsibility.”

H.H

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