16/01/2022
ॐ 2021
In a nutSHELL, 2021 has been a year of 'The Hermit'. Letting go of most outward worldly pursuits to dive into the inner spiritual quest. At times, it was challenging to be still while the world is moving forward. Being a Type-A workaholic in the past, letting go of worldly pursuits (for the moment) is one of the hardest things to do. However, I kept returning to the time when a Sankalpa (strong promise) was made; To dance into silence and embody the Divine Essence within.
Sounds Divine? Sometimes. But there are also times when I felt like I was being digested like a caterpillar in a cocoon. Losing the old self but yet to fully blossom into the new. A sticky gooey situation! It’s the most uncomfortable peculiar feeling.
Thankfully, past glimpses of the Divine Essence within anchored my mapless voyage. Like stars in the night sky, navigating me back Home. The echoing voice of my guru "I am with you" whispered in the winds powered my sails to keep moving forward. "This is part of the transitory process of spiritual evolution" he reassured like Mufasa appearing in the sky. I kept his words close to my partially digested heart with full faith that one day I will emerge, spread my wings and share the Divine Nectar with all. For now, patience is my virtue.
I've spent so much time in my room this year that sometimes, I imagine myself as a yogi meditating in his cave growing a beard and a set of long nails. Lessons, challenges and patterns emerged endlessly to be transmuted and transcended. Feels like lifetimes of lessons concentrated into a year! I fought every battle. Honestly, at the end of it, I was pretty exhausted. I now learned to pick my battles. Not every battle is meant to be fought. Nevertheless, the lessons were worth it all.
Swipe right for 2021 Top Lessons, Themes and Experiments in chronological order.
The year ended with many celebrations. It was time to shave my imaginary beard, paint those curly nails and emerge from the cave. As soon as I got out of the monastery, my brother got married, friends visited, parties and then it was Christmas. A stark contrast to the usual silence.
2022? Let's fly ✨🤍