05/08/2021
βΌοΈIts Personal but may helpβΌοΈ
When I found reiki
I was sceptical, but desperate, I had not got a clue what it was about or how it could even help me.π€·ββοΈ I went once and loved it, but didn't go again for a few months believing I had not got much from it. When I did return for sessions, I was more than desperate π I was physically aching from my back, to my knee and shoulders, I had a constant headache, all the time.I was very disconnected from the present I was basically on autopilot, but without direction, feeling almost empty inside πso there was a host of problems for my poor practitioner to sort throughπ€¦ββοΈ. She did it though, I had a session every 2 -3weeks for about 3 months. The physical symptoms were the first to gain relief, I was beginning to sleep better too then of course my thought process started to become clearer and with direction.
That's when I had the π‘moment "I'll learn reiki" but not until my practioner felt I was ready would she let me attend. Responsibility to the client is of paramount importance for many reasons, I will always remember the care and responsibility shown to me π. Once she was confident that I was clear, strong, and grounded only then i was offered the classes so I learned both 1 and 2 levels between 2017 and 2018 , and did nothing with it until now for fear of being judged by othersπ Reiki has taught me so much, patience understanding, empathy, optimisim, but above all it helped show me who I truly am, and as much as I loved that. I was too afraid to say what I do out loud for fear of judgement.
What changedββ I was going back instead of forward again and I could feel all the tell tale signs creeping back.
I found something I loved, invested in learning it, knew I was very good at it, but not doing it π€¦ββοΈ
So 3 years later here I am doing what I love what I truly believe in, proud to say what I do because I now accept and love the person I am becoming and I am happy out.π
Did reiki do all this?? in short I DID but the reiki healing helped me get on the pathway I needed to follow, by clearing the mountain of crap I couldn't climb over before to get to my path.
When clients text me telling me how great they feel, how they can feel the benefits after just one session, I feel so incredibly happy, grateful and so proud that they are experiencing this fantastic healing and I am the one that gets to share it with them as they go through such fabulous transformation.
Thank you all for taking the time to read this, I am truly grateful to you allπ₯°π₯°π₯°