13/11/2025
LOVE.
Honestly.. I can really struggle with it. Which can dampen the journey.. Somedays.. I don’t think I’ve any to give , yet other days I’m abundantly overflowing in it.
Yet.. I do know on a soul level.. it’s who I am.. it’s who we all are. Deep beneath the surface level of everyday interactions.
I know what love feels like- it becomes apparent when I think I’m losing it. I act upon that feeling with trying to understand it more.
I believe in the exchange of energy, I understand it more then.. this could be in any situation good, bad or indifferent. I feel my love it pull me back as I turn around and want to walk away.. I mostly feel my love when I’m struggling .. it can become words that I read, a picture, a sound that gets really loud. And when I’m on the floor with it.. well, my love becomes a voice.
I struggle to understand it really. Therefore I struggle to understand myself.
This morning I am questioning the love I am.
I have experienced love many times throughout my life.. I know what it feels like to come in for me..it flows.. it’s easy..
I don’t question it. It’s just ‘there’ I know that for sure.
I try to be the love I am… everyday. But somedays are hard- I harbour ill feelings, which revisit causing frustrations where acceptance can seem difficult.
Which in turn .. makes me feel bad. However, I know.. and understand I’m only angry with myself.
It’s all me.
If you are feeling the same..
Love is here to say ‘You are not giving up, not today’
The Scribe..
Ann Traynor ❤️