04/02/2026
I know it’s not easy, you know.. to show up. Maybe you find yourself in the turmoil of a situation, the sadness of a separation, an unacceptable betrayal, the grief of a loved one, the pain in the physicality, the list is endless.. the heaviness of the struggle is raw, it’s real and deeply felt.. and you have decided that today is not that day to show up.
And it’s just too much to bear - to put the face on - to get dressed even.
We retreat, stay indoors, decide to stay in pjs, keep the door closed. Zero contact. Zero access.
I want you to know… This is completely normal and it is also OK.
Your choice. Your body. Your process. Your time. Your rediscovery of self.
And it’s within our human stubbornness- that we hold on. That it’s ours. Each and every process is painfully difficult to accept. No matter what that experience may happen to be.
Just for today.. I am here to remind you that no matter what- every single one of us has an internal light that will continue to burn, it never goes out whilst you are breathing and in your body. It’s that part of you that nobody else externally can reach.
Yet, somebody externally can assist you with igniting it. That comes with time within your shedding.. from old self to self. You’re still you, just a new version of how you show up.
Your old self will take down those walls and you will emerge.
Have no doubt that you will be more ‘Sensible’ , ‘Susceptible’ and ‘Sensitive’ to the energy you are working with.
Yes, doors will close- but the beauty in that- is that YOU get to open them - you’re the key master of your own destiny- again in your own time.
Are you ready to be inspired today to take one small step forward.. get in contact. I can teach you a new way.. where support will be at every corner where darkness sits. Reiki level 1 is a way forward into understanding yourself, loving yourself, being with yourself.
I hope my weird light finds you and brings you some comfort ❤️
Annie T ❤️