21/07/2025
I’ve been quiet on here for a while — and if you’ve noticed the lack of training content, there’s a reason.
The truth is, I just didn’t have it in me.
For nearly a year, I stopped training completely. Not out of laziness or lack of discipline — but because I was completely depleted. Physically, mentally, emotionally. Since having Coda, I never quite felt like myself again. That postpartum fog never lifted. What followed were four years of feeling like my body wasn’t my own.
Behind the scenes, my business exploded (a blessing), and I poured myself into helping other women — qualifying as a holistic nutritionist, completing multiple certifications, working 10-hour days. But I left no room for myself. No breathwork. No training. No nourishment.
Then came the injuries — a back injury that left me unable to walk, a trapped nerve, chronic fatigue, and inflammation. I knew something deeper was going on.
After working with an incredible functional medicine practitioner, I finally got answers: I’ve been in perimenopause for nearly two years. My hormones had crashed — no testosterone, no estrogen, no ferritin. I’d gone straight from postpartum depression into perimenopause. No wonder I couldn’t find my spark.
It’s been a grieving process, a reckoning, and a reminder of how much our bodies try to tell us when we stop listening.
So this week, I made a promise: to come back. Slowly. Gently. I’m easing into movement, cleaning up my nutrition, addressing inflammation, and bringing back the rituals I’ve missed — breathwork, rest, and training in a way that works with my body.
This isn’t the end of anything — it’s the beginning of something more honest and aligned.
If you’ve been feeling off — I see you. You’re not alone. And I’ll keep sharing the real, the raw, and the research to help you find your way home too.
Thanks for sticking around.
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