18/10/2021
"I had to come to you
I feel like I'm in this bubble
and I didn't know how to escape it
I had to see you"
"Come in."
Such a beloved patient of mine
who has been coming to me
for the past few years
when needed..
My fingers listen to her pulse
It is much weaker
than the last time she came in
thinner, and deeper.
Meaning the Yang aspect is barely present.
Her tongue is swolen and shaky.
Her face is pale.
Her eyes refuse to meet mine.
I search for her eyes, trying to connect
"It is so good to see you"
She looks at me, still not completely present.
The earth aspect of her heal is cold and stuck
Underlying with water, like a swamp.
I feel that she is asking to be grounded.
I touch her heals, wrap them, support them.
Now we can begin to create movement.
I ask her if anything has happened at Seminary
"No, my friends are great
I feel loved
everything is interesting and fun.
but suddenly I have emotional lows
and I can't get out of bed
No one can seem to find the reason."
I ask her a few more questions
How is your sleep?
Not so good.
I stay awake with friends, or learning
or try to sleep but my thoughts keep me awake.
"I see."
and how is the food there?
Not so good... Mostly carbs.
and the supermarket is far and expensive..
The puzzle starts to make sense to me.
Look, when you came to this world
Your body and soul became connected.
You can't treat only one of them
By going to learn Torah, creating deep friendships
but neglecting your body.
You can only grow spiritually
When you nourish your physical self.
Everything you were telling me is written on your tongue and your pulse.
When the Yang aspect of your Kidney is weak, you lack part of the force of life in you
This is what gives us a reason to get out of bed in the morning
and what keeps our inner fire and the spark in our eyes going.
It is possible to rebalance all of this
But this is your life
and you can choose
If you want to invest in yourself
I notice that the grounding and creation of flow in her feet
are starting to affect her
She wakes up, as if from a dream and looks at me
"So how do I start?"
"Take care of yourself like a baby.
Do not be confused by the pace of the world
Don't think about anything besides going to bed on time.
Nourishing meals.
Love and be loved.
After a few good days
Of investing in yourself
Let's talk about the next step.
If you are ready to invest in yourself
I am here for you
And I will gladly help and support you
I any way I possibly can...........................................................................................
My beautiful friends,
If there is one thing I came here to shout out to the world
It's that EVERYONE CAN HEAL THEMSELVES.
To reinstate the crown on your head
and see HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE
and how much wisdom G-d has given you
and your body
and the profound connection between them.
The ability to listen to your body is an ancient wisdom that has been forgotten
But it is like a muscle that can be trained to grow
I am writing this during the month of Elul
The king is in the field, everything is so close
I feel that one of the gifts I received,
in order to give out
is a listening heart -
That can hear the language of our body and soul
Listening to my body, and to my patients'.
Seeing what they have to say
and what treasures and laying
in every message we receive from them.
I believe in you
and in your ability to heal yourself
with all my heart.
And with that, know that you are not alone.
Sometimes everyone needs to go through a process
with a space where you can let yourself be free
with hands that will touch the places
asking for a soft healing touch
or a stronger deeper touch that speaks movement
or just a connection that allows you to be.
Heart to heart.
With an eye that sees the good in you
and allows you to grow.
If something that I wrote speaks to you
You are welcome to give me a call
I would love to talk,
and see how I can help you
0528974074
❤️
The Hand & Heart Healer
